Haha cool man. Enjoy. Don't worry about being done, no one's ever done

Aayy sos de Argentina, hablo un poco de espanol. Puedes decir algunas cosas en espanol cuando/si querias

Well initially it seemed that you were looking for relief from suffering? Is that still the case?


But i can also see that I was curious to hear about your experience with your search for non ...

I see. Why is my question off putting? Why does it make you feel uneasy?

You have intent behind the things you do, don't you? There are certain outcomes you try to reach when you do certain things, no? When I say "trying to get" I don't mean you're trying to get something from me, but rather you're ...

As clearly, honestly, and in-depth as possible, why did you write to me just now? What are you trying to get?

Haha, i was associating the word energetics as hip, not esoteric. I meant energy, don't know how else to call it
Energy too, do you mean sensations?


Now, back to immediate experience. I asked you this previously: If you can feel the suffering clearly as a sensation, what is it really? Before ...

Correct, the latest. The intensity is not there
Very well, no problem there


With true honesty, all that i do after work are activities to relax me from the stress i experience at work. I know that if i didn't have to work my suffering will still be there. I feel i have been escaping all my life ...

What about at work immediately after meetings? Is there time after meetings when you don't have to interact with your colleagues? If not, what about immediately after work?

When i get home, i recall the emotion and feel it as much as possible, then i realize that i am a bit numb in my body.
Can ...

Sure

I am interested in getting free from suffering which has been feeling more poignant since I increase my commitment to know and experience being free from the suffering of the ego.
And isn't this curious? Since you've increased your commitment, you've noticed suffering increase. You say you ...

Hi Andrea, I'm Tyler and welcome to LU.

What do you think awakening is? Why do you want it (your idea of it)? How will it improve your life?

I know that experiencing no self can't be undo. I know that it is the beginning of liberation.
How do you know this? Is this not just something you've ...

Sorry didn't see this post, yes I'm still available. What kind of questions do you have now? How have things been with you?

Yes it sounds like a live session would be helpful for you. Why don't you join one of my friend Vince's Zoom meetings?

There is a meetup every Saturday at 9 pm (Sydney Australia time)
each Monday 7 am ( Sydney Australia time)
each Wednesday at 4 pm (Sydney Australia time)
and every Friday 8 am ...

Reading this last post, things really seemed to ramp up - feelings and thoughts, being caught in a story of resistance which escalated and seemed to reinforce itself in a looping cycle. It seems a belief in there being a me in control - choosing to try and choosing to want to feel better - might ...

That sounds like a good idea. In Zen traditions, they have the practice of looking at a blank wall. That's about it. There isn't a point and that's the whole "practice", if you can even call it that.

There are surely other things you could do like counting upwards indefinitely, but would you really ...

Though the story I tell myself is that I don’t need to plan as if I can ‘tune into this’ it can all flow naturally. Now there’s confusion as the mind tries to work out what is going on - is this the mind trying to lure me back into believing thought and planning is necessary? Or am I using ...

Here ya go

1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?

2) Explain in detail what the illusion of separate self is, when it starts and how it works from your own experience. Describe it fully as you see it now.

3) How does it feel to ...