That is totally crazy. I got so happy because of being present in the awareness like a child. I'm just sitting with a stupid smile on my face :D :D :D.... :D

Ah, examples.

The day before yesterday "I" decided to sit to meditation. It was impossible for me for the last xx months to sit in meditation and suddenly I just sat down by some impulse and meditation happened, not different from everyday life, just there was more time to let thoughts dissappear ...

Exploring that question was unusually .... liberating and joyous :). I didn't expect that...

Before my experience was rather neutral, but the question made a slight shift towards loving unlimited Awareness, peaceful joy, being embraced and letting go like at mother's arms. I suppose for religious ...

That is a really good question. Thank you for it (or the fellow guide) - 'cause just the process of examination makes things clearer. And somehow I haven't examined it so far.

I need some more time to look and check how it works. There are some simple answers but I need to dig deeper, there's ...

Actually it's not very easy - once it all goes with clarity and the awareness is sharp, afterwards it's all obscured. The recognition, that it is the same awareness and it has not changed - helps. Yesterday the clarity occurred to me and I felt "transparent" as if everything was unlimited space, but ...

Finally Saturday :). Before further answers I must tell you that I've entered into some kind of transition process or so... When I'm tired and there's little time for looking into mind (which is always very refreshing), I get into automatic thinking, although it's inconsistent, but all seems ...

6) Is there an experiencer experiencing, or is there only experience?

There is only experience and everything else like imaginary experiencer is only a part of that experience. The awareness experiences and everythimg may be reflected in it.

7) Actually look. Does experience belong to the body ...

2) Explain in detail what the illusion of separate self is, when it starts and how it works.

The illusion is based on taking the imaginary vision of some character/ profile for actualy living separate entity and identifying with that picture. Actually it is only a misinterpretation. It starts in ...

Oh, on Tuesday (after some break) I came back to work and it's difficult to get used again to getting up very early. Yesterday I fell (a very good word) asleep just after evening meal in my daily clothes...! Good thing is that as a result I am quite fresh today :).

Let's start and check what comes ...

The process brings me much joy all the time... That's the funny contrast, as the main problem of "myself" was that my "I" was very serious and carried sadness in it. :) That is funny too.
Just being is a very joyous experience for the moment ;). Not having to engage into keeping the inner ego image ...

OK - I found you on FB :)

I am aware that my language is full of "I" but i cannot communicate otherwise... If we could use chat or something like that it would be easier to go over language.

LOL :) No problem! Oh, it's all so funny now :).

There's no sign of me...
Who then can feel taste and see?
... Self-being off-self....

I am asking: can you find this point of separation? Even in the experience of seeming like there is an "experience-ER", Is this anything other than experience ...

It's beginning to get me (how stupid it sounds "I'm beginning to get it"). What is not - dissolves. Maybe it will take some time maybe not - I don't know. But I know there's no self. :). And that is a good news. But it's just a beginning... A sense of happiness and aliveness is running through me.

Oh! I understand.... Your family must go through difficult moments...