Hey man, I don't know if you still remember me or if you're even on here anymore but just wanted to tell that it happened. I'm free. Not done obviously, but free from the limiting concept of me

Couldn't have seen it without you man, thank you

Ya that makes a lot of sense man… I’ve noticed the effects when I take it have been getting more and more unpleasant. A really noticeable change around the time my senses started changing like I’m really being pushed to look at it or suffer. I’m gonna stop taking everything on the days I’m home. I ...

Here are some questions:
Is there seeing, apart from the colours?
Is there hearing, apart from the sounds?
Is there feeling, apart from the sensations?
Is there being aware of thoughts, apart from the thoughts?
Who are you? What is self?

To answer your other questions there is no thing you can ...

Yes I’ve been looking at that thought for a while, the expecting something to happen, or getting something that I don’t have right now… the part of it I can’t seem to kick is that I still feel like me, my body and my life. Maybe there is a subtle expecting of some experience where that drops away ...

I’ve been ok man… just watching all this unfold I guess. There are times this all seems really clear then just as often not so clear. My senses have been changing. Really subtle most of the time then sometimes when I’m just sitting there seems to be like a presence… this is really difficult to ...

Man you’ve really never seen this thing that looks like a black hole? I thought you were fucking with me just making me figure it out myself…

I don’t know what it is, it’s like a black hole that sucks you in until there is nothing… and also not nothing I guess. An experience I know but what is it ...

I can’t imagine having another question lol. It is everything.
It’s like a portal or a slide… I had been seeing it from the very beginning but I thought it was my eyes just being weird but it’s always been here. As I was going through it all I could think was “Tyler that mother fucker”

Tyler you fucker!!! I knew you knew what this black star thing was!!!!

No more questions

Hey man. Sorry I haven’t been updating. Things have been changing. Senses, thoughts, body… I don’t quite know what to say about it right now but somethings happening. Haven’t forgot about you man I’ll report back soon

Are sensation and perception thought too?

Ya maybe try to let it be there isn’t a great explanation… not trying to make it change or go away I guess.

Sorry I haven’t been updating much things are still going… whenever I have a break I don’t find myself wanting to do anything but look into this… the seeing. There’s been more of a sense of ...

What's your reaction when the body and world appear again? I think there's some belief that it would be "better" if the light/energy kept taking over, as if SOMETHING will happen that will end your discontent. As a result, it seems like you're sitting with the orientation of "waiting for that ...

What's the story you're hanging onto? Can you look into that?

Ya it’s weird man like I said about seeing it two ways.. it’s kinda like a coin on one side is my life and body, the other is just this light or energy… and then even on my life side there could be another coin. I see that every belief ...

If I sit down and just “be” or whatever the energy stuff happens. If I keep sitting it fills up my body and vision almost like there is no body. The light or energy is all there is. Eventually this terror will come up… I feel like I’ve been doing nothing when that happens but it’s like it snaps me ...

My problem with emotion work isn’t that I’m afraid to sit with it hahaha…. My problem is onky have maybe one emotion a year and it only lasts a second. Not much to sit with man. If they’re not coming up all I can do is think about them