When I named our dialogue "Suffering in the world" I had not idea why. As I was listening Jed McKenna, I had to write this quote down.

"The belief in the reality of false Self is the origin of all suffering an all happiness."

Hi Marcus, I tried to answer your questions.

) 1. Is there an independent entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?

I thought my whole life, there is an independent “I”. Even though I have read about “No Self” in books, I could not understand, what ...

Hi Marcus, thank you for your reply. I will not hurry with the answers to your questions. Is it OK?

I will just say right now, when I listen to the teachers, I know exactly, what they are talking about. I am not seeking anymore, but I am still interested in...different views and expressions of the ...

Hi Marcus. Am I done?

Marcus, after our last exchange, I was crying, it felt like something was released. And I was very quiet.

What am I going to do?

Rest in awareness and wait, what will come.

Write Ilona Cuinaite, how brave and curageous she is and thank her for founding this forum ...

OMG Marcus, it is the character, Stina. She wants to go through the gate. I don't have to go anywhere, because I am already here. I always was and always will be. Just this. Thank you so much for sticking with me, Marcus. Your words, those three last lines. Like gentle slap in the face. The glasses ...

Holy shit! I am hollow. Costume. Character, I have created and I am feeding with my life force all my life. That’s why I became mother and caring for others, it was the only thing that made sense to me. I have to “digest it”. Have a nice day, Marcus.

Good morning, Marcus. We have such a beautiful morning here, in western Europe. The sun looks like a huge red ball. But the clouds are coming.

Marcus, I tell you honestly, what do I feel today, now. I am sick of the "spiritual bullshit". I am sick of it. I feel more liberated, when I look around ...

Hi Marcus, it looks like we wrote in the same moment, funny.


I have a little concern (but cannot know) that some of what you're writing is piggy-backing a little on what others may have reported as you refer back to other experiences and teachers sometimes - rather than letting the written ...

Hi Marcus, I tried to marinade in experiencing the world today.

When I hear a sound, for example bird chirping outside, I can not pretend, I do not know, what the sound is, I automatically have the picture of the bird on my mind screen. But I tried to focus, really hear. And I could hear so much ...

Hallo Marcus. Thank you for your messages.
Have you managed to see and then rest in seeing free of a seer? Words struggle to point here.


I went back to seeing. And I needed some help. I was listening to a podcast, LU meeting from July 2016 and Ilonka’s pointing helped me to understand. It felt ...

I thank You, Marcus. I was hurrying, my son wanted to use the computer. I will write again later, when everybody sleeps.

Hi Marcus, I wrote the answer and when I was done, I somehow deleted it. I have to write it again. I apologize. Stina

Sorry Marcus, it was a very spontaneous reaction. I understood my homework. Stina

Thank you Marcus. Your words are really helpful. Do I get a homework?
Stina

Hi Marcus, one more quotation from Tomas Peeters...

As the Observatories collapse all distance, you are no longer looking into the world—all of the world is looking out of you. There is seeing, but no one looking!

This looking is a challenge for me.

As I was walking today, it looked like the ...