All love EP :)

Hi Ep,
Thank you for the kind words. It's been a real pleasure exploring all that we have together! But again, Ilona is amazing and I have no doubt you'll appreciate her very skilled guidance through this process.

I believe she'll look through our thread and pick things up here we left off. She may ...

Hello EP,
Nice to hear from you. No worries on the response. Hope you're feeling better soon!

I'm actually going to be traveling a bit myself, and have had some unexpected life stuff come up aside from that I have to attend to, so I'm going to have you work with the guide who brought me through ...

Thank you for touching base and your understanding EP. Your continued dedication to this process is appreciated. Safe travels.

Hi EP. So there’s certainly some very good stuff in here, but some of it came across as a little vague and at times, like certain questions were almost avoided. I know you didn’t avoid them per se, but it seemed like they weren’t clear/concise. So let’s dive in.

In your first answer, you wrote, 'it ...

EP- Just wanted to let you know I've received this but won't have a chance to give it proper attention until tomorrow, at which point I will respond. Looking forward to reading your response. More soon :)

Thanks for checking in EP. And I'd definitely prefer you take your time with these so we can get a really clear view on where you're at. So no rush. But again, thanks for the check-in. Be well. :)

No need for apologies at all! I truly understand that life gets busy sometimes. So no problem whatsoever.

Looking forward to your response when you're ready with it :)

Hello EP. Yes, this process does seem to get a little vague when the communication only happens once a week or so. Usually, clients/guides try to connect every 1-2 days to keep the focus and process moving right along, but I also understand life happens and we get busy, so I’ve just been trying to ...

Hey Ep. Lots of great stuff as always here.

But one does need to work on it to a certain extent, right? You cant just say, hey it will happen naturally and forget all about it.

There of course many different means and methods taught by various traditions to point one towards liberation, at LU ...

Hello EP. Nice to hear from you. Diving right in…

But i am trying to stick to the ‘’seeing’’ rather than involving the mind.

It’s good to bring your awareness back to direct seeing whenever you’re able to, but don’t stress yourself about it. It should be effortless. And there’s no need to try ...

No problem at all. I appreciate you giving it your attention when you have time rather than quick replies!

Be well and look forward to hearing from you when you're ready.

So maybe the fear would be less if I understood the awareness better.

This is so tricky. I completely understand what you mean here, but can you see how it’s the “I” continuing to assert itself. “I” need to understand. Why? What is there to understand? It’s in trying to understand, which is to ...

Thanks for checking in and please, take your time. I'd much rather you really explore what we're discussing instead of rushing through. Take good care and looking forward to hearing from you when you're ready!

At some level it still scares me a bit. The idea that there is no me. Feel like clinging to something.

Can you see that it is the idea, the thought, that is creating this fear and actually has nothing to do with a “you” not existing? There is no you to not exist anyways, so when the fear arises ...