That's great I look forward thank you
Love to you
Shirley

I'm not sure what you are looking for in q5


5)Do you decide, intend, choose, control events in Life? Do you make anything happen? Give examples from your experience

No there is no decisions made or intentions choices and control over life. Life just happens.
An example is I went to the hospital ...

Wow you keeping doing it my brain hurts, an illusion of course and a saying.

No there is no self experienced and there is nothing one can use to explain it, it just is it is nothingness there is nothing to experience.
I cannot find anything or anybody who decides the patterns of behaviour or the ...

I'm so glad there is more, there was disappointment with thoughts of it ending an illusion is seen, but there is still feelings of there is more to experience with you.
There was a realisation in particular when you pointed out how wording can play a role in holding onto the self. This brought a ...

I may not get chance ti reply im at tge hospital wuth my grandad. Buyt im gladtheres more. I will respond when i can
shirlet

I may not get chance ti reply im at tge hospital wuth my grandad. Buyt im gladtheres more. I will respond when i can
shirlet

Love from
Shirley

4) there was already seeing this was just hidden behind an illusion that was never there.
5)the answers are no there is no deciding choosing or control over events. There is no making things happen. There are no examples of this as it is an illusion.
6) it would be a mistake to pretend that life ...

There is nothing but peace and tranquility.

Yes I understand and see why it matters definitely.
3) there is seeing, there are thoughts emotions and sensations, all illusions that are no longer clung to. There is no me or I or self, there is seeing, the truth.
Love
Shirley

Again the word I does not feel right anymore the last sentence should say there is seeing and freedom

Yes exactly your right the seeing wow even more mind blowing. Language does play its part in making it seem there is a self. I'm really understanding you now.
1) there is no seperTe self me or I anywhere this has never existed in any shape or form. It has all been an illusion and isn't there.
2)I ...

In reference to the above where I say hard to change overnight again I am implying there is a self without realising, there is nothing to change overnight it is all an illusion and I'm slowing letting go of this but yet there is no I. So I am really seeing the truth and the rest is melting away.

Yes your right I say make real but this is an illusion. Nothing is real. There is no real I at all. It's all very deep and hard to change overnight. No self here right now just the seer. No self ever existed ever I no this and never made anything real I thought I did it's all thoughts. There is no ...

There is no me at all experiencing the sensations I just experience. It's a whole new world now.
There is a massive expectation to fail and be fat but there is no self doing this it is in my mind an illusion that I attach to. I have no self that over eats or that can prevent this. knowing this ...