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Re: jacki

Postby Anastacia42 » Tue Aug 04, 2026 4:55 am

Great, Jacki.

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Re: jacki

Postby Quincy » Tue Aug 04, 2026 5:01 pm

I will keep you posted.

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Re: jacki

Postby Quincy » Thu Aug 06, 2026 11:40 pm

Hi Stacy,

Just checking in. All is well.

Feeling very neutral. Seeing thoughts in real time. Not too concerned with them anymore, unless there's some feeling associated with a thought. There's a lot of presence. I am noticing when there's a tendency to distract. There's still that tone of expectation. I'm aware of it. I know I can't force the hand of reality. So I rest in whatever appears.

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Jacki

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Re: jacki

Postby Anastacia42 » Fri Aug 07, 2026 12:14 am

rest in whatever appears.
That will go a long way in allowing seeing to happen.

Good!

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Re: jacki

Postby Quincy » Fri Aug 07, 2026 8:41 pm

Thank you

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Re: jacki

Postby Quincy » Mon Aug 10, 2026 1:20 am

Hi Stacy,

I can see conceptually that there's no separate self outside of thoughts but there is still the feeling of a center. It feels like I am at the center of experience. So I just stay alert and relaxed.

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Jacki

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Re: jacki

Postby Anastacia42 » Mon Aug 10, 2026 2:06 am

And you look at the fact that there is no separation between your butt and the chair?

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Re: jacki

Postby Quincy » Mon Aug 10, 2026 10:05 pm

And you look at the fact that there is no separation between your butt and the chair?
Yes, there is only sensation.
I cannot find an "i" when I inquire. The question doesn't land anywhere. Also, like when you said, how does it feel when you tell a lie, if I say that there is a self there is a contraction in the chest compared to if I say there is no self. The self is thoughts. It's there when I bounce back into my head. So I guess it's that period of instability of clarity.

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Re: jacki

Postby Anastacia42 » Mon Aug 10, 2026 10:22 pm

Keep LOOKING. Stay relaxed.

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Re: jacki

Postby Quincy » Tue Aug 11, 2026 1:23 pm

Keep LOOKING. Stay relaxed.
Yes, I am looking, and staying relaxed. Thank you for your encouragement. It feels so close.

Love,
Jacki

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Re: jacki

Postby Anastacia42 » Tue Aug 11, 2026 2:09 pm

It IS close. You may laugh when you realize how obvious it is.

LOOK.

Just like "green" there us no "self" anywhere.

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Re: jacki

Postby Quincy » Tue Aug 11, 2026 3:43 pm

Thank you!

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Re: jacki

Postby Quincy » Thu Aug 13, 2026 3:27 pm

Still looking. The seeking has softened a lot. Just looking. I know it's already here in my experience. Staying open, present, alert and relaxed.

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Jacki

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Re: jacki

Postby Anastacia42 » Thu Aug 13, 2026 3:31 pm

All very good. Thank you for checking in.

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Re: jacki

Postby Quincy » Fri Aug 14, 2026 11:49 pm

Sometimes it feels so close and sometimes i wonder if it will take years or even happen, but I guess this is all mind stuff. I remind myself that it's already here.

Have a good weekend.

Love,
Jacki


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