River of thought

[NearClear101]

LU is focused guiding for seeing there is no real, inherent 'self' - what do you understand by this?
The understanding/belief I currently have of my self , is not the truth in this reality. Rather my story of self is based on conditioning beliefs, thoughts and memories of a me. This me/self I continue to embellished and hold onto in my mind; while sensing and experiencing otherwise.

What are you looking for at LU?
Perhaps I'm at a barrier/gate now in this life.
I am looking for light in my tunnel filled with confusion and doubt. A lightness to life that frees the brain fog and opens
Looking for help in letting go of builtup ears, and an allowing rather than holding on existence. I know that calmness exists.

What do you expect from a guided conversation?
Perhaps a guide that has compassion and understands where I struggle most in letting go of beliefs. Practices that are helpful and relevant.
Advice, guidance thru insights and pointers to this what really is : a path rom fog towards clarity/truth.

What is your experience in terms of spiritual practices, seeking and inquiry?
Self practiced meditation to calm my mind ( 30+ years)
Practice in Seeking to understand "conceptually" more and more what Liberation appears to be.
Reading, videos, practising on my own , self inquiry ....(at least 3 years)

On a scale from 1 to 10, how willing are you to question any currently held beliefs about 'self?
9