Hoi 63rjb,

Ik wil je graag gidsen.

Hoe zal ik je noemen?

Het belangrijkste dat we hier bij LU doen, is naar directe ervaring verwijzen, dus we gaan kijken naar wat er IS.
Daarmee kan je de illusie van een afgescheiden zelf kunnen doorzien.
Is dat wat je zoekt?

Heb je de disclaimer gelezen?
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Hi Mark,

I am not dumping you. I just dont have any questions left for you.
I think another guide with a different approach can help you.

Warm regards,
Petrus

Hi Mark,

So I think we are done here. At least I am. If you want more you can ask for another guide in a new thread. Is that ok with you?

Warm regards, Petrus

So where do go from here?

Nowhere. We are condemned to be here.
The good news is there not a someone here.
And nothing ever is going to happen.

You dont have to be afraid you dont exist.
Existance exists, only no separate you...
No control you, no fat you, no angry you, no personal you. Only an ...

Can you experience directly that the earth is round? Or flat?
No it was told to you.

Hihi ok!

There never will be a direct experience that there is no I.

You say you have no expectation, but you do: you expect a direct experience.

Can you tell me how you can have a direct experience of the fact that Santa does not exist?
It was told and then you had a look.
Maybe you had to get ...

Hi Mark,

You are making a fucking mess with the quote function!
Sometimes I read and think: wow, he is improving, but then it are my own typings...



I never said I wasn't schizophrenic. haha


Ok, now for real. I really want to help you, but when you dont give any clue, its impossible.

You ...

Hi Mark,

The I is just imaginary...
My desire to see is stronger now than when we started

If the I is imaginary, isnt the I that has a desire imaginary too?

It seems as if you say: Santa doenst exist for real, but I still want the presents from him.
Isnt that schizophrenic?

Warm regards, Petrus

Please use the quote function.
I now cant see what are the questions and what the answers.

It seems you say:

I keep refering back to this. Should I not look at old posts because it would block my seeing?
And the rest are quotes from me?
So what do you want?

You didnt answer my questions:
1.But ...

I should say the illusion of self seems so real.

Yes, it seems, haha. But isnt that just a thought?

I want to be free from this illusion

Can you prove me you are not free?
There are no chains, because this socalled I is a thought...

Hi Mark,

Dreams are a fantasy world
Dreaming is experiencing a dream, no difference with experiencing a thought or experiencing seeing a cow.
When dreaming you dont have a head or body (not as in the waking state), but still you are experiencing.
So a body is not needed for experiencing.


that ...

Hi Mark

But It feels like 'I" am distracted It's as if that thought is centered in my brain.
If you dream, is there a head/brain?

When I am upset and i meditate it always changes my state to a more pleasant experience.
Who decides to meditate?
If you release an apple and it falls down you also ...

Hi Mark,

I get what your saying about wanting to stay in a state of bliss. I see how that interferes with the flow.
It seems here you think you can choose wheter wanting to stay in a state or not. Is it possible to choose that?

I am distracted because...
Is there really someone that is ...

Hi Mark,

I know that I, me, is not real mentally not from experience.
Who exactly is knowing this?

.. in which she experienced silence of the thinking mind, a sweet sense of being, contentment, peace,” and feeling at home
Great experience, but did it last?

That is exactly what I experienced ...

Hi Mark,

I would like to retract my answer here
So what is the new answer?

but it was definitely not the separate entity experience I am reading about.
What you mean here? Where you read about that?

Total love. fascination with things I've seen a million times, still mind.
What you mean ...