You know "I" is a thought construction.
Yes I do.
The real questions now is: why isnt it enough for you?
Because I have not had direct experience to show me the truth.
What do you mean by: I want to see?
I want to experience directly. I want to see and know the self is no-thing through the one.
Because you already see "I" is a thought construction.
Yes. I believe that "I" is not real. It's just a belief.
You expect what? Thunder and lightning?
I expect nothing.
There never was a separate I, and you agreed to that several times
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Yes, I did.
If you cant tell me why you agree and in the same time disagree, I advise you to search more time-consuming paths
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I agreed but with a statement that I only know from a belief. I did say yes several times. But the last time I had an awakening experience and then thought all those previous answers were bullshit. Because I saw that I don't know it on a direct experiential level. So I felt like a fraud and liar so I changed my stance on it.
It's like I always said "we are all one" as a belief and mantra for years and years. Then I had the oneness experience and I KNEW we were all one because the one showed me. And then I knew that I didn't know jack shit about "we are all one" until that direct experience showed me.
The six final questions ask to describe my direct experience with the illusion of separate self. I have no direct experience with the illusion of a separate self. Any answers would just be guesses and beliefs.
There are many you can spent lifetimes with.
If you think that I could have the full experience of knowing there's no separate self with guesses and beliefs well then I would say "no separate entity exists' to the first question. Then we can move forward on those questions.
I expect a real answer from you now.
