Mark,

There is nothing i my inbox...but maybe it just hasnt arrived yet?

Dear Mark,



The clearing away of residue and conditioning is probably a life-long adventure, but thankfully it's Life's project, not mine or Lyn's! There are some online forums that LU have for discussing those sort of things which come up.

Yep, "I" don't have to do anything, because there is ...

mark

Thanks for all that.

At the beginning of our thread we talked about expectations and fears. You may like to take a look back and re-cap.
I recapped and realise that i wont be annihilated or lose my quirkiness because i was never there in the first place.

What i mean is, i still have a lot ...

Hi mark,

Re love and guilt. Do those need a Lyn? And are they owned by or inside a Lyn? Have a check.
love and guilt dont need a lyn. i thought these were part of the life inside? they are not inside a lyn, but are felt within the body, that's all. they are just a manifestation of life and are ...

Hello Mark,

oh this is going to be fun!!

A decision i made in the last 24 hrs that was totally independent of anything outside was what to wear to work. It just came up and i chose what to wear.
Ok so did you choose an eskimo suit perchance? Why/why not? A grass skirt? Why/why not? Did you ...

Hi mark

C. Lets look at 'inside' and 'outside' and 'influences', whether there are such distinctions really (from my 4th question before). Can you try to think of a decision you made in the last 24 hours, one which you made totally independent of anything 'outside'? Let me know if you can find one ...

Hi mark
With working 10 hours a day, i haven't much time to make observations, so during my breaks and in the early morning, i put as much effort as i can into answering your questions and doing exercises. It may take me a bit longer, but im sure ill get there. Things are slowly starting to fall ...

There is no me that did it only outside influences again.
4. Are there any outside influences? Are they different from 'inside' influences? Is there really anything other than what IS HAPPENING (or appears to be happening)?

I dont understand? As far as i know there are inside influences, such as ...

Hi mark!

Now, please consider....

it seems that my body decides, moves, etc
1. Whose body? Touch your knee. Is that knee you? Or is it just a knee? Try the other knee if you like. Look out from those eyes. What bits of body can you see? Maybe a foot, maybe a glimpse of end of nose? Are those ...

From my experiments today, it seems that my body decides, moves, etc based on memories and stimulation from the environment. For example, why did I decide to go camping? Well, it was sunny, perfect weather for it, I read a story about a guy who went to the forest to find himself and then I decided ...

hello!
sorry, i went camping and the cafe up there did not have internet.
Every time I go to sense and feel the I - ie: is there an I that makes decisions, walks, does things, I cannot stay with it long before my mind quickly jumps ahead to so called "pressing matters". My mind is annoying and an ...

mark
im just letting you know that I am going to sit with this for another day. because something is blocking me from sensing who is in control, who makes the decisions etc. I have no idea what it is. For some reason, I cant concentrate on sensing, its like something is stopping me - i cant stay ...

I am going to spend a good portion of time with this, so I wont post until tommorrow.

ciao

Lyn

oh boy!! I thought i lost the first post, so I did it again, turns out i didnt.

There is no "I", there is just a bunch of experiences, thoughts/feelings and sensations
Is it ever any other way, really? Has there ever been an 'I" in reality?
Yes, it seems as if there really is no "I", however, I still sense an "I" floating around, regardless.

I thought, seeing as the ...