Hi Alan,

Sorry i m just quickly copy pasting my answers and not even greeting you in the posts:)cause i m having really hard time being able to open the website, so i m rushing a bit so as not to lose the text.
just a side note:
I have a few things to say about being a writer. This has been a ...

hi Alan,

here we go:

Imagine what a baby sees when they first open their eyes.

what would you say they are seeing?


Probably just forms and colors. Movement and light.

Do they have labels in their mind?

No


If you asked a five year old what they are seeing, would what they described ...

Let’s use DE with seeing and hearing for a start

As you are sitting responding to this post describe……
What are you are seeing? (consciously avoiding any labels where at all possible - that is using the most basic descriptive terms possible.) the first thing that i notice is that i can’t ...

Is there anything we have covered so far that does not sit well with you at all?
nope:)
If I was to ask you what color is the heel of your left sock or shoe, there are at least two ways to answer. One is you could answer from memory or alternatively you could go and LOOK.
What color do you think ...

Can you see that this urge to look is likely your inner wisdom pointing the way?

Yes i see that yet i also have this inner voice that s even doubting that there s such a thing as inner wisdom. I guess i blamed myself!!! for so long for not getting it and watched so many videos pointing out the ...

When you consider everything you have learned or think or know or read or have been taught do you feel anything within you that objects or resists laying all that aside?

No, not at all.




Are you willing to just depend on your own authentic direct experience for the duration of this ...

Hi Alan,

I m having trouble with the web site so i ll quickly copy paste some of my answers and continue with the rest in another post

Am I right in assuming you are very comfortable with English? Is it, or another, actually your first language?
Yes. Turkish is my mother tongue yet i m quite ...

In the light of this, what is it that draws you back to LU?

I ve never fully left LU actually. Kept doing the exercises without any guidance. Got glimpses here n there n then felt like (and still feel like) i am running in circles. And that i cant do this on my own. that i m not good enough to ...

so is this the end of our conversation..?

here we go...
i am trying to see through the self...more than that...i know the moment i ve seen through it..so now i m trying to recreate it...before i didnt know exaclty what to expect...now i almost have a reference point..so whenever i wake up..let s say the thought of "hey you r identifying ...

hi Konrad
I m still with the process and your guidance..just to make it clear...

Hi Konrad
i seem to be at a stanstill.:) i m simply not able to go anywhere with the questions any more....i m still open to it yet i dont know how to get out of this feeling of having truly felt a huge shift in my perception for a couple of days then having this experience as a distant memory now ...

i was walking and looking just a couple of minutes ago...i had the feeling of effort...a lot of it...thoughts coming...other thoughts that catch them..then i started looking into the effort...what is this effort? so i ll keep digging in...thank you

Hi Konrad
i m looking and looking..sometimes lookimng sometimes thinking..i used to think there was sth in the back of my body...that was me...that was watching...when i went deep in this would be the place i d stop...that d be my limit...now i feel my back empty...
when you ask if there is a ME...İ ...

i finally started relaxing...so i m just watching right now...i feel a shift in me...sth very sublte and slow that i cant put my finger on it...just a few words before i answer your questions...just to let you know that i m with it...in it...on it:)