hello Matthew, I'm sorry if I answer so late but for personal reasons I can not continue this investigation.
Forgive me!
Thank you for everything you have done for me and for the precious time you have dedicated to me!
I wish you all the best!

Isn't the notion of "I have authored this thought" also just a thought?


Verbal or visual thinking is easy to see as such.
Concepts or ideas being non-verbal and non-visual do not "show themselves in the light of the sun" but give meaning to things, as if this reading were an intrinsic ...

Yet:
The subject / object concept seems to be implicit in perception itself, so deep is this idea embedded within me.
It looks like a granitic truth as the fact that I now see these words on the smartphone screen.
Yet, lately I had a couple of "glimpse" where I perceived that the "subject" could ...

There is another thing.
When you ask me about things, I look for the answer IN THE THOUGHT.
Not in direct experience. Now I see it.
In direct experience there is experience of thought and nothing else.
But there is also the feeling that there is someone / something that does it.
I do not know how to ...

a couple of nights ago I had a flash.
"how can I be the author of the thought if it arrives already" packaged "" ???
but it did not last long, and now only the concept remains.
the fact is that if I exclude "my presence" from thought, I no longer know where to "lean" and this awareness probably ...

Are you truly ready to lose yourself?
is it really possible to be ready for this?
I am still afraid, so there will still be resistance, but I want the truth.


What exactly makes the current role any more credible than a random imaginary role from a movie?

The character in the film is fake (non ...

If the soul is to know God it must forget itself and lose itself, for as long as it contemplates self, it cannot contemplate God.

My question is still: HOW?
Can it be a "voluntary" act?

as a first impact, I'm crying.
I feel so alone, lost and scared, in every moment of my life ..
I'll do what you told me and I'll read the link, then I'll let you know.
Thank you..

There were moments in my life when I wanted to die.
BUT
To die for not feeling anything anymore !!
to die and CONTINUE TO FEEL it seems a bit of a rip off: P
even if I know that after that, feeling will be no more of anyone and this will probably make it that "that's okay".
but the truth is that my ...

WHAT IS cannot be in peace or not in peace.

ok i see this


It simply is what it is and it is good as it is. Since it could not be any different.
Or could it?
Do you have control over what happens?


no but it is a conclusion that derives from a mental analysis.
I keep feeling myself the author ...

Hello Matthew, I apologize if I take a long time to respond, but these days there is a lot of confusion, so I can not see the answers to these simple questions (at least for now).
I'm waiting for a bit more clarity before answering..

Have a look at the word/thought "my name".
Is there by nature anything special about these letters?

It's just a name.
It does not mean anything

When everything is forgotten. What remains here?

remains what is there.
and I can not make peace with it.

let's continue! :-)

Matthew, sorry :-)

hello Matteo, did you get my message?