Hi Olga,

i painted few things lately, last week and a half
one new painting - meditation in gold
and 2 improvements on old ones
my deep search caused me to express myself more freely. i wasn't able to restart painting for years.
now it goes with great enjoyment. easier.

WOW, amazing paintings ...

ps - i didnt mean i want to close the thread, just in case.
hope you have a good holidays!
love and peace
Olga

Hey Olga!
I apologize for the delay -Christmas time :) I will answer you today.
Hugs
Pau

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Hello Olga,
thank you very much for your post.

may be we can reduce the amount of "sub-threads" inside the discussion.


Ok, let's do it :)

Coming back to our process, can you take a look (in Direct Experience, DE) on your brain running in circles? Please, don't ignore the thoughts that appear ...

Hi Olga,
thank you for your reply! Indeed, a long one, let's take a look :)
this one is a long one - i ranted a lot about all my problems and though. ps after rereading this whole post i feel I look like a total nervous wreck .... i guess i am doing worse than i tried to pretend :)

It's ok ...

Hi Olga,
I deeply apologize for the delay in answer, I was moving from one place to another. So, coming back to our conversation - thank you very much for your answers! They are detailed and elaborate - they give us a strong basics for our mutual work :)

How will life change?
In my understanding ...

Hi Olga, thank you for your answers, I will write you back later. Love, Pau

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]Hi Paulina,
Thank you for your reply and your time!
Yes, I would like to have you as a guide, looking forward to it.
Olga

Dear Olga,

That's great news :)
Before we move any further I have some housekeeping guidelines:

1. Post at least once a day or every second day. If you cannot post, or ...

Hello Olgad,

My name is Paulina, and I am happy to assist you in exploring the illusion of the separate self. I can only point the way but you have to see it for yourself. That is why we are described as guides and not teachers.
If you haven't already read the disclaimer, please read it now. Here ...

Hello Vivi

No, there is no such feeling :)

Thank you,
Paula

Vivi,

it is presence.

Love,
Paula

Vivi,

It is LIKE a frequency, but I don't know what is it, it is like a presence itself.

Hugs,
Paula

Hello Vivi,

yes, lot's of it.

Yes, there is an experience of something, what may be called soul. But it is not anything separate from anything else, it is like a frequency through which, in a way, experience is being experienced. Is it possible?

Love,
Paula

Hello Vivi,

8) at the moment it was huuuuge disappointment "what? is that it? there are no rules?" and then laugh :)
9) in the first hours after there were no thoughts at all, but when I went to sleep, I could not sleep at all, (there was enormous amount of energy, thoughts were going crazy ...

Hi again Vivi

isn't that this separation between real and unreal does not exist? Everything just is as it is, without labelling it reality/illusion?
Yet still, thoughts are not real, sensations, feelings are not real but somehow everything is a part of real experience?

Hugs,
Paula

Hi Vivi

I don't know what a mind is, looking for it and can't find it. It was like a conception of "having" a mind. Went deeper into what is connecting body and mind, and it was a thought! Thought of "My body, my mind, my fear" looked for "I" and where is it, those conceptions are floating in ...