Hello dear Jair, I would happily have engaged with you for months or even years.
You have chosen to do otherwise. No hard feelings, I genuinely think it is great, if you follow your own inspiration from your precious direct experience. By this, I certainly mean, DIRECT experience. As helpful as ...

PS

Being present and aware is an amazing, mysterious FACT that does not need to be embellished with impotent explanations and beliefs in order to be true.

PS, a great guide, named Mark, more than helped with this reply to you. Perhaps, this will strike hold xxx

On the plane, waiting to leave the gate., dear Jair.

Have maybe two minutes to get a message to you:

Return, always, to the question, “am I aware”. Rest deeply in the answer - your precious direct experience. Not an intellectual answer. It is your direct experience, no matter what thoughts will ...

On the plane, waiting to leave the gate., dear Jair.

Have maybe two minutes to get a message to you:

Return, always, to the question, “am I aware”. Rest deeply in the answer - your precious direct experience. Not an intellectual answer. It is your direct experience, no matter what thoughts will ...

Happy to see you back! Yayyyy :)

Sensations, feelings, thoughts, all arise within my awareness…… I am not sure what they are made of.


Can Awareness be divided up, made less? Is Awareness not infinite? Whether or not perceptions of anything arise in it? Is Awareness not unchanging?

Does ...

Jair, what are your own very precious answers to the questions posed?
What does your own deep looking tell you?

You’ve not responded for a long while.

If you prefer to stop our sessions, it would be kind of you to let me know. No hard feelings.
Please, just have the good manners to respond.
I look ...

Just touching base with you, Jair.
I hope you are happy & well :)
Xxx

Hello dear Jair,

I’m so glad you could appreciate my “from our deepest heart” message :)

You write,

This is what it feels like. It seems theres no doing, but if anything undoing of conditioning .

From my direct experience, I totally agree.

It becomes more of a recognition. The words ...

My awareness is ever present, the same awareness that was present when i was a child- that hasn't changed,

OK. This is a direct experience that is far, far, far beyond precious, Jair.

You’ve tapped into it, but, as happens with so very many of us, a thought (that we attach to and identify with ...

Clarification:

When no perception, when no experience, when no thought is appearing/ arising, what IS happening in your direct, closer than intimate “experience”?

…perhaps, I should better ask, not what is “happening”, but rather what is ever present in your most intimate, closer than close ...

I am not sure from where they appear

No, neither am I;) It’s a great mystery, indeed.
I’ve never heard of anyone directly knowing the answer to this;)

I am genuinely thrilled that you found the answer, although you think this answer is “wrong”.

I want to encourage you to trust your direct ...

2) Perhaps I didn’t phrase my first question clearly, before I pressed *send”, dear Jair.

Let me repeat, more clearly:

Where/ in What, does every perception, every experience, that you have EVER had, are currently having, & will ever have, arise / appear?

You mention you meditate regularly ...

OK! Super :) Let us begin:

Where/ in what, does every perception you (we all) have ever had appear?

Xxx

Good afternoon, from the Costa del Sol, Spain, dear Jair,

Chris and Ilona helped me through the gateless gate in 2012.

Today it is 2021. It also happens to be my birthday, today.

I have shared the help I received since 2012, although not often directly on this wonderful board, here.

Today, on my ...