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by Ilona
Thu Sep 17, 2020 6:42 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Fed up with seeking so... Seeking Guide... Ironic
Replies: 42
Views: 1591

Re: Fed up with seeking so... Seeking Guide... Ironic

Thank you for reply. I am the energy that has been moving since the beginning of time and can never die. My energy has manifested in stars, planets, space dust, rocks, single cell e coli, dinosaurs, salamanders, birds, apes, other human beings and currently, this body/mind complex. I'm a unique grou...
by Ilona
Thu Sep 17, 2020 6:32 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: No self inquiry
Replies: 19
Views: 485

Re: No self inquiry

Thank you for taking time to work with the sutra and your report. Let’s look at what is this observer thingy. It is language itself, that creates a subject out of nothing, so we get a doer. A doer of observing we call observer. But there is observing. Seeing, recognising, being aware - verbs. Seer, ...
by Ilona
Thu Sep 17, 2020 6:19 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: looking for clarity
Replies: 394
Views: 33625

Re: looking for clarity

I think I understand what you are saying about "ABSOLUTELY no controller", and to some extent I understand what you mean by there is ALWAYS safety Let’s see what is happening here. You either see it or not. I invite you to focus in present actuality and look, is there a controller here now? Going i...
by Ilona
Wed Sep 16, 2020 9:52 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Fed up with seeking so... Seeking Guide... Ironic
Replies: 42
Views: 1591

Re: Fed up with seeking so... Seeking Guide... Ironic

ego is in the mind/body. It believes it's in charge of my survival. It makes me suffer my feelings. It makes me feel upset with my life. It makes me think that I'm a person with stories that need to be learned to survive. Good news, there is no ego, as a controller, that can do any such things. The...
by Ilona
Wed Sep 16, 2020 7:47 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Truth and Freedom
Replies: 34
Views: 1561

Re: Truth and Freedom

That’s good to notice, mind want to protect.. now let’s find out, is it helping? What does the mind get from trying to protect? And what is there behind the protection that needs it? Can you take a look and tell me, what is there? Would you rather be free and at ease or scared of life? Does life nee...
by Ilona
Wed Sep 16, 2020 6:53 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: looking for clarity
Replies: 394
Views: 33625

Re: looking for clarity

Or are you suggesting there is ABSOLUTELY no control, you can study for the exam or not, it has no impact on how you do in the exam? You see, I get confused if I take your statement to the limit. I’m saying there is ABSOLUTELY no controller. Never was. You study of exam or not- it either happens or...
by Ilona
Mon Sep 14, 2020 5:52 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Fed up with seeking so... Seeking Guide... Ironic
Replies: 42
Views: 1591

Re: Fed up with seeking so... Seeking Guide... Ironic

Interesting story. But is it more than a story? Does it have a proof of that? Man made control sounds like there is someone here pulling the stings and makes life go one what or another. Is that true? Where is this ego, that is manipulating life? Can you pin point it? What is ego in control of right...
by Ilona
Mon Sep 14, 2020 5:17 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Not all who wander are lost
Replies: 16
Views: 259

Re: Not all who wander are lost

So wonderful to read your words.
Let all this settle in for a few days and write to me, we will talk some more. For now, enjoy!

Love.
by Ilona
Mon Sep 14, 2020 4:59 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Fed up with seeking so... Seeking Guide... Ironic
Replies: 42
Views: 1591

Re: Fed up with seeking so... Seeking Guide... Ironic

It’s all natural flow, including wounded parts and all. It’s a bit like this: if you fall over with a bicycle and hurt your leg and someone is passing by and by accident touches the wound, it hurts and there is an immediate reaction. What would happen in such situation? Can you see this it’s not the...
by Ilona
Mon Sep 14, 2020 10:36 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Freedom Now
Replies: 201
Views: 10322

Re: Freedom Now

Thank you, dear friend. This is great Lately the inner voice has been reminding me "can you just allow this to be here without fighting it?". The inner voice has taken on that particular guidance from you. Which often results in sadness and tears. Feelings of grief, loneliness longing. When the inne...
by Ilona
Mon Sep 14, 2020 10:29 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: looking for clarity
Replies: 394
Views: 33625

Re: looking for clarity

Thank you for sharing openly. This is interesting: I do not fault life, except the part of it that comprise my own reactions/attitudes. The reactions and attitudes are not you and are not yours. They too arise, as a response to what is happening. So what is there to blame for reactions, are they her...
by Ilona
Mon Sep 14, 2020 10:24 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: self free
Replies: 60
Views: 1663

Re: self free

Dear Mosyo. In this conversation I’m here to assist you with answering your own questions. My experience is irrelevant. You have to focus on what you see, what is true to you. My descriptions may help a little, but it does not change that you need to look for yourself. Here is my latest video https:...
by Ilona
Sun Sep 13, 2020 1:51 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Why does the self feel so real?
Replies: 38
Views: 1725

Re: Why does the self feel so real?

Dear Taskat. Thank you for answers. I can see that a shift is taking place. Things look and feel different. Nice that you are able to stay focused and most important tasks are being done with smoothness. This is still challenging to get. Deeply ingrained whole of life conditioning that ‘I’ am respon...
by Ilona
Sat Sep 12, 2020 6:04 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Not all who wander are lost
Replies: 16
Views: 259

Re: Not all who wander are lost

Dear Oly. Thank you for sharing, it was touching to read about how your heart opened and you felt compassion for your wife. How are you feeling now? What do you notice and see different? What hasn’t changed? Is there still seeking? If so, has it diminished or increased? Do you have a burning questio...
by Ilona
Sat Sep 12, 2020 9:47 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Aware Wolf Thread Title Here
Replies: 18
Views: 624

Re: Aware Wolf Thread Title Here

Ok, so You are saying that there is someone here that can be mindful and change the the role. Or is that something that is given? Are likes and dislikes something you chose? Are Talents and skills something you chose? Can you decide and change the character? Give me some examples. Explore this and w...

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