Hey Tyler - sweet to hear from you!
At this moment I’m fine. The past three weeks have been powerfully uncomfortable - the exposure of deeply buried personality traits/habits - a quantum shake up! But despite the discomfort, the shaking feels completely right, and I’m glad for it.
So all in all ...

Morning Tyler

“What's the something else that is indefinable? If it's indefinable, how do you know it exists?”

Revisit - look closely - just the seen - made me laugh!

And yes please, love to have a call with you next week. I can’t do Thursday but, unless the need arises for a dental appointment ...

Hi Tyler
Thanks for your ‘teeth wishes’… they are fine apart from the one which is now missing!

“Take a little time to gaze at the sky after you've read this. Take in the blue and the clouds and the trees in the background Stop all labelling and defining and take in the entire image as a whole ...

Evening Tyler

“Take a little time to gaze at the sky after you've read this. Take in the blue and the clouds and the trees in the background Stop all labelling and defining and take in the entire image as a whole.

Only that. Look. And then without taking your eyes off, stop looking. The seen has ...

Hey Tyler - dinner cooked, the laundry drying, frogs chirruping outside the window. There haven’t been bells and whistles announcing change, just a very sweet quietness. Can’t even really say change, yet there’s an absence of… something.. indefinable! Hahaha!

I’ll sit with your question if I may ...

Hey Tyler -

“Palm Flipping

1. Hold a hand in front of you; palm turned down.

2. Now turn the palm up. And down...and up and so on.

Watch like a hawk.
Don't go to thoughts – examine DE.

Do this as many times as you like, and each time inquire:
How is the movement controlled?

Does a thought ...

Hi Tyler - today has been a lovely exploration, a delve as you called it.

“Let's make a useful (yet artificial) distinction moving forward.
There are 2 parts of your experience:
Do you remember when we first made this distinction and I mentioned that it was artificial? This was useful in helping ...

Hi Tyler - so glad to read your post, so grateful that you see what’s needed. Too late this evening to really dive in ( though even a first read is speaking), so I’ll post to you tomorrow.
Night, and thanks Tyler :)

Hi Tyler
I’ve sat with the questions, written stuff, felt physically uncomfortable, crossed the writing out, tried again next day, more physical discomfort. It becomes a mental exercise, a disturbance that’s quite difficult. DE = no writing. In your words “What the heck?!”
:(

Hi Tyler

“Looks like the doubt was really just doubt as you've seen. Does "going through the gate" feel like a real thing anymore?”

Funnily enough, no!

“Feel free to write out responses to the 6 questions I sent you a couple days ago if you're inclined to. Trying to formulate the answers and ...

“You said here is nowhere particular, what if I say here could also be everywhere? Is there anywhere apart from here?”

Always here, nowhere apart from here, here is everywhere

“Is there feeling or are there just sensations and the other senses? If it still feels as though you are feeling, can you ...

“If you have the doubt that you haven't got it yet, don't extrapolate that and say that there's still the 'me' belief running the show and you're not through the gate yet. You're just using thought to define things and place yourself somewhere on an imaginary map. Can you actually find a gate ...

Evening Tyler

“WHO hasn’t got WHAT?”

THE Reminder! Yes, absurd that the ‘me’ belief can still run the show. Hence ‘not through the gate yet’.

“Ok, I want to challenge this. Was your experience REALLY anything like "unity" or "seeing that you're not separate"? Or are those just the interpretations ...

Hey Tyler - as always, thanks for your post this morning. The very strong thought/emotion stream of yesterday had already shown itself slightly before I read the questions, but reading them provided the all-in trigger. Throughout yesterday there were periods of identification with hopelessness ...

Hi Tyler - thanks for the questions - not through the gate yet!
Today has been an intense thought-fest.. re-visiting old emotional patterns. No let up. The questions provoked more thought and mostly I’m unable to answer from direct or actual experience. Here’s this evening’s post, very partial, but ...