Thank you David, and everyone involved in LU!
It's funny how looking back so much of this process can seem absurd, incomprehensible, and full of intense emotions... and also totally natural, simple, easy and relaxing.

Regardless of what came up and whatever thoughts painted over it in the moment ...

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Do you have any questions you want to ask ?

Hmmm.. there's still some curiosity about conceptual stuff, further inquiries, and things like your description of the path and how you prefer to deepen the exploration. But it's like that focus waxes and wanes too.

Mostly right now I'd love to know ...

1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form?
Was there ever?
No. It appears in thought but it isn't real, never was, cannot be found in experience. Only in thoughts and unnoticed beliefs. Just another thought.


2) Describe how the illusion of an ...

To cross the gate "officially" there is still some pointers that we need to explore if that alright with you. They are very interesting.
Definitely, always interested in more!
But feel free to put us back on track if I derail, or to point out anything outside the scope.

So yes, off course you ...

Please let me know your thoughts about that.
Thank you for that thorough description, that makes a lot of sense. It was difficult to really tell what the limits of this investigation is, what's related to it and what is outside the scope, because as you said it doesn't SEEM limited, but ...

So, you are aware of “things” outside you direct experience? Beliefs ARE thoughts isn’t it?

If I write your answer more simply it would look like this; There is still a lot of thought in thought.

Talk to me about this warping. In what way is your experience of seeing warped? And the experience ...

If you agree with the above you have to agree with the fact that you are never in DIRECT contact with a world, a body nor brain. You are ONLY in direct contact with your experience.
Yes?

Yes, that’s how it feels, when not believing a thought or conception. Even then that’s also in the direct ...

Only thought is seeking conclusion. Are you a thought?
Thought will never be convinced.


Right. Only thought is seeking. That cuts through that whole mess, clarifies why even writing it felt so uncomfortable at times.
Even the “struggle” between two “views” is just a thought. There’s just this ...

Yeah… expectations. Just more thoughts being bought into. Maybe all of this is just treading water.

what your expectations are about this exploration?

There were expectations about deepening this somehow… Looking at them now they don’t quite make sense. As if there are still just a few sneaky ...

1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form?
Was there ever?

Not in direct experience, not in reality. Only in thoughts and beliefs, in illusion.

There’s hesitation with questions like these, and with all this talk of “shifts” and “gates”.
The ...

If you are struggling with some specific aspect our you have a burning question. It is also true that with a little pointer we can win a lot of time. Let me know what feel right for you.

Thank you. None of the questions from before are particularly urgent, just curiosity or clarification. I’ll ...

I should mention that before reading this, a lot has come up this morning after considering the last inquiry and noticing. Still unsure how much of it is just thought / ‘logic’ / belief…

Mainly, it’s clearer that not only is “Sean” not in direct experience now, it never was and never will be. It’s ...

This is a no or yes question: Can you find a separate self in your experience?

No, I can’t find it.
This is a no or yes question: Is there a separate self?

I want to say no, but I just can’t say it honestly. I can’t honestly say yes either.
It’s not as obvious as the explorations about ...

What comes up when reading that there is no "separate self," never has been & never will be? It is all a made up story.
At first there was a lot of excitement in the body, heart pounding a bit harder and breathing quickening a bit, a pleasant but overenergetic flow in the body sensation, a lot ...

Were you able to find and feel Sean in a direct way like the other parts of your body?


At first there was confusion and hesitation, nowhere to put the finger, just hanging there, but that was more driven by belief and thought than experience.

Where is it?

In direct experience, there were ...