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by Elettaria
Fri Apr 14, 2023 8:49 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: The veil thinnens - where is the veil? Need of a guide
Replies: 77
Views: 3130

Re: The veil thinnens - where is the veil? Need of a guide

On this one, LOOK closer at "intention." It is a thought, right? Is intention any more "real" that choice, free will or control?
I have two observations. One is, intention is just a believed thought about the "I" wanting to happen, what just happened. "Oh, I intended to do that", but so quickly ...
by Elettaria
Thu Apr 13, 2023 4:14 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: The veil thinnens - where is the veil? Need of a guide
Replies: 77
Views: 3130

Re: The veil thinnens - where is the veil? Need of a guide

1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?

No there isn't (yay). It was never the case.

2) Explain in detail what the illusion of separate self is, when it starts and how it works from your own experience. Describe it fully as ...
by Elettaria
Wed Apr 12, 2023 5:11 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: The veil thinnens - where is the veil? Need of a guide
Replies: 77
Views: 3130

Re: The veil thinnens - where is the veil? Need of a guide

OMG Stacy, I got it!
I was just walking home looking at the people crossing by and intentionally thinking "They are a seperate self from me" and this was intensifying the knowing that it absolutely isn't true. I couldn't believe it anymore. I started to laugh on the street, just bursting out into ...
by Elettaria
Wed Apr 12, 2023 3:04 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: The veil thinnens - where is the veil? Need of a guide
Replies: 77
Views: 3130

Re: The veil thinnens - where is the veil? Need of a guide

right?
Yes. I think it is exactly like you are saying.

Will you be able to attend these for assistance with this last shred of doubting?
I will join one or the other or both. I did join Luchana & Lubo once when waiting for a guide. And it was a bit confusing, not so precise. I will try again ...
by Elettaria
Tue Apr 11, 2023 7:26 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: The veil thinnens - where is the veil? Need of a guide
Replies: 77
Views: 3130

Re: The veil thinnens - where is the veil? Need of a guide

1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?
Yes. This has not fallen completely. If I look closely I cannot find it. But it doesn't lead to a shift in casual seeing. It is like I am seeing both versions at once.

2) Explain in ...
by Elettaria
Mon Apr 10, 2023 8:00 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: The veil thinnens - where is the veil? Need of a guide
Replies: 77
Views: 3130

Re: The veil thinnens - where is the veil? Need of a guide

Finally I could dedicate ample amount of time to practice.

The "sense of self" exercise you already gave me before, but I welcomed the invitation to recap a few exercises.

Sense of self was surprising. Now I cannot sense it anymore. There is vage feeling of boundlessness, endlessness. Nothing more ...
by Elettaria
Sun Apr 09, 2023 9:23 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: The veil thinnens - where is the veil? Need of a guide
Replies: 77
Views: 3130

Re: The veil thinnens - where is the veil? Need of a guide

I am home very late from a day out with family, getting back to you tomorrow. I have a lot of time tomorrow for Looking and really cannot wait.
Hope you are having a good time too.
by Elettaria
Sat Apr 08, 2023 8:36 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: The veil thinnens - where is the veil? Need of a guide
Replies: 77
Views: 3130

Re: The veil thinnens - where is the veil? Need of a guide

Exactly this exercise is what I am already doing. It is kinda like ButtChair, but with ears :)
I have days I get easier into these experiences and days it is very hard and frustrating because I cannot let go as much as I was already capable of. Today and yesterday were those days (with a lot of ...
by Elettaria
Fri Apr 07, 2023 8:07 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: The veil thinnens - where is the veil? Need of a guide
Replies: 77
Views: 3130

Re: The veil thinnens - where is the veil? Need of a guide

I am still chewing on the question about finding an autonomous entity... It got me closer than looking for "self". Because "self" let me focus on "me" even though "no self" means also others... And this helps.
But, no, I cannot answer your question with "yes" yet.

However: I got a step closer. I ...
by Elettaria
Thu Apr 06, 2023 8:10 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: The veil thinnens - where is the veil? Need of a guide
Replies: 77
Views: 3130

Re: The veil thinnens - where is the veil? Need of a guide

Re: stories about sense of self
Can you reach out and touch this? If a surgeon opened you up, would this be there? In other words, is this DIRECT EXPERIENCE or content of thought?
It is all content of thought. Nothing is to be found in direct experience.

Test it. When you think " loudness, the ...
by Elettaria
Wed Apr 05, 2023 6:28 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: The veil thinnens - where is the veil? Need of a guide
Replies: 77
Views: 3130

Re: The veil thinnens - where is the veil? Need of a guide

I have to postpone my reply by one day. I was working too much. I did go over the exercises already but want to spend more time Seeing, in a relaxed and patient manner.

The picture of the landscape "rivering" gave me a burning image of truth. I relate deeply to nature. Yes! And I was able to ...
by Elettaria
Tue Apr 04, 2023 4:29 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: The veil thinnens - where is the veil? Need of a guide
Replies: 77
Views: 3130

Re: The veil thinnens - where is the veil? Need of a guide

Does the sense of self have a location?
It doesnt have a set location. It appears to be from the heart up to the eyes, sometimes far back behind my head. But whenever I want to pinpoint it, grab it, it is not there.

Does the sense of self have a shape or a size?
Fluid spheres of different ...
by Elettaria
Mon Apr 03, 2023 6:40 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: The veil thinnens - where is the veil? Need of a guide
Replies: 77
Views: 3130

Re: The veil thinnens - where is the veil? Need of a guide

Even though it was/is Monday I got to experience a few time. Nothing new. I do feel the realness of it, I struggle to fall / sink in because of thoughts. I do see them coming up on a "higher" level than being in the moment. Visually I have the image of thoughts coming into existence about my eye ...
by Elettaria
Sun Apr 02, 2023 7:06 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: The veil thinnens - where is the veil? Need of a guide
Replies: 77
Views: 3130

Re: The veil thinnens - where is the veil? Need of a guide

Quite often I took time today to go into Just Sensation, ButtChair and so forth. It was more difficult to go to the spaciousness moment, until I realised, this is expectation and therefore Self centering. As I learned from watching more videos by Pernille, I was just realising that and accepted it ...
by Elettaria
Sat Apr 01, 2023 6:45 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: The veil thinnens - where is the veil? Need of a guide
Replies: 77
Views: 3130

Re: The veil thinnens - where is the veil? Need of a guide

I will get back to you tomorrow. Today was a very busy day, good but different, and the little moments I had I wasn't able to dive deep and even sense the spaciousness. But tomorrow is Sunday and I will be able to dedicate a lot of time for this. Looking forward.

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