Thanks so much Stacy!
Thank you for your time, your guidance and your patience.
Much love
Adi

Hi Stacy,
Thanks.

1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?
No, there is no personal entity such as personal self, I, Me etc. There never was.

2) Explain in detail what the illusion of separate self is, when it starts and how it ...

So tell me - what were you expecting?
Not to have rage or be offended by anything. If a separate self does not exist, then why should anything upset me, if I have nothing to identify with. That what I was expected.
In other words I expected that I'll be in total acceptance of everything that is ...

Hi Stacy,

Thanks so much for going through it all!
You've got to stop doubting that you've seen. I did take the time to go through and show you all of the places that you told me you have seen. Yes, it comes and goes.
If that what seeing is then yes! I have seen.
I guess I had a different ...

Given the article from Judy, have you seen? Can you say there is no separate "self?" If so, how does it FEEL?
Not yet. Didn’t see. When I am quiet it’s quiet, when I’m at work I don’t have this quiet feeling but it feels ok. I still judge a lot and feel anger and fear, but when I’m alone and sit ...

Hi Stacy,

This is bizarre, I answered this post yesterday and now it's not here. Not sure why. Maybe I previewed it without sending?
I wrote that I liked the point of not mixing two realised beings and that I tend to impose one realisation experience on everything. I am not sure where this is gone ...

Hi Stacy,

I'd like for you to reread your entire thread, beginning to end. Commit to ignoring mere beliefs which are made up thoughts & commit to SEEING.
I have. SO many words... I forgot some of these. I also had the chance to watch your videos with Luchana.
Was interesting to hear about both ...

Is there "Ad?" if so, point to her in Direct Experience.
No. It's a belief that I still have.
Is there no "Adi?"
No, it's a belief, which I would like to abandon
What will it take for you to stop doubting?
A true, clear and complete realisation. I don't know how it'll be.

If it's obvious ...

Hi Stacy,

Yes, that is what I mean. Of course I would love to have the bliss as described by Byron Katie ( or like in "3 pillars of Zen" if you've read it) the Kensho experiences do make one feel envious, BUT I honestly gave up on those and don't search for that. I would simply like to not believe ...

Hi Stacy,

It is, actually. Thanks for sending.
I like how he puts it so literally. There is no way to miss if one looks like that. Till it's lost into realms of thoughts of course. I do wonder what makes it last longer, except for constant practice.

And he lives just near by, apparently, not ...

Hi Stacy,
I have nothing new to write in terms of “change” of perception. I have occasional vivid moments, like today on the street when I walked to the train station. I had a brief moment of happening. Just happening is what I can say.

I practiced with the first session this morning, (IAC ...

It takes zero time.
I meant time for me to be "ripe" perhaps, but what do I know...

I started listening this morning to IAC recordings. I tend to practice with those again.

I was chopping a carrot today and used my senses for DE, it felt one dimensional . I was looking at the orange colour of it ...

Hi Stacy ,
So when you kind of "sink into" this awareness, what do you FEEL? What do you SEE?
I am only in this one dimension that is clearer and more alive for the moments that I am aware, hence hearing, seeing, etc.

Do you think that is the case? You have seen, but don't trust it?
I don't ...

Thanks Stacy,

Please let me know if you are clear about this or if you would like any further clarification.
Yes, this is clear.

Just because we ask a question, doesn't mean there's an answer.
Right! Good point.

) In 'hearing' can anything be found other than 'what can be heard'?
No. Only ...

Hi Stacy,
Thank you.

Lucky because he sees?
Yes.
The line between seeing and not seeing is not clear to me yet, obviously. I read the Gatecrashers and one minute they don't have a clue and the next they just see. And there are questions that I can answer like where do thoughts come from , and I ...