Dear Vivian,
getting you as a guide with your approach played a major part in the realisation of the truth.
Words get in the way of all of this, so I will stop and just say.
Thank you very much Vivian.
Also for saying that I can bring any questions to you should they arise.
I am sure I will take ...

Hi Vivian,
I laughed when I saw the plural Peters, what is Vivian pointing to here ?
is she suggesting I look to see how many Peters there are.
There is so much happening and changing it almost feels like that.
Look, look and look again, has become my mantra.
The seeing is the beginning, I read ...

Hi Vivian,

reading the thread this morning, I realised I had not acknowledged your last post regarding other guides.

Thank you for guiding me this far, I await your next post with interest.

Best regards from Peter

Hi Vivian,
I t worked for me by making me feel responsible for things over which I had no control.
When you say “which I had no control” – then what does the word ‘I’ points to in this sentence?
What is it exactly that has no control over things?
The boy and man that I used to think I was
looking at ...

HI Vivian


It worked for me by making me feel responsible for things over which I had no control.
When you say “which I had no control” – then what does the word ‘I’ points to in this sentence?
What is it exactly that has no control over things?

The boy and man that I used to think I was ...

Dear Vivian,


1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form?
Was there ever?


1) No there is not, nor was there ever one. Only a belief.

2) Explain in detail what the illusion of separate self is, when it starts and how it works from your own ...

Hi Vivian

Leaping out of bed to read your latest post will be missed, if I am right about what the next post from you after this one is liable to be.
Are you referring to the end of our conversation? Yes, we are getting closer, but not just yet.

What we usually do at this state of the process is ...

Dear Vivian,

I was taken aback, and surprised to read your post today, because I think know what is next.
I am both delighted and a little sad to get it, but only a little sad.
As my confidence grew in my ability to handle the writing well enough to be understood, and the cutting and pasting ...

Hi Vivian
There was much pleasure experienced (no experiencer) :-) at reading your words about my previous post.

Then upon seeing your questions.
At first I thought they were just about my choice of words.
Then the realization came: they are not about semantics at all.
I think that it is you ...

Hi Vivian

This manifestation of life labeled for convenience Peter maybe life-ing would be a
clearer way of saying what I mean, or isness.
Are you talking about the body?

No…... an aspect of “life” is what I meant

Is the body = Peter?
No the body is real and exists, it is the/Peter ...

Dear Vivian,
You did a nice investigation. :)

thank you for those words Vivian.


Here there is being, but no Peter.
And what does the word ‘being’ refer to? What do you mean by ‘being’?

This manifestation of life labeled for convenience Peter maybe life-ing would be a clearer way of saying what ...

Hi Vivian,
Doubting, uncertainty type thoughts appeared in bed last night, but they were simply observed as thoughts and left to dissipate, which of course they did, no stickiness.
There is a quiet calmness here now, most of the time, very peaceful and pleasant.
Long may it continue.


V: Also, does ...

Hi Vivian

your questions today triggered a great deal of stuff for me
I wish I could give you clearer answers than I feel able to at the moment.
I will do my best to make myself understood and of course be as honest as I can.
My very dear friend from whom I have no secrets came over to see me late ...

Hi Vivian
Got up very early to reply to you as I have a busy few afternoons for the next few days then lost all my answers Grrr.

When I looked at it again I realised that reading involves a different sort of thinking than moving hands
but thinking is not suspended as I had originally thought by ...

Hi Vivian
Do you see how important to always look with every single question, again and again and again?


Yes I do see that, I have noticed that there are changes throughout the day.
I put your posts onto my phone so that I can refer to the questions wherever I am’ and have a few spare minutes ...