Hi Kay
Keep up the good work!
Movements always happend afer you refoccused me to gut the shit.
You were very tolesrant. With me being adnitted to hospitas before gouing oh holiday anduring I was sufferunf from a recent bereavement when we started with all the associated planning ect - this all ...

Hi Kay
Well yesterday was interesting!
Early in the day lots of energy, helped friends pack prior to moving to a new house, they were fractious and tense. It was straight forward not to take a position nor sort them out. Later met a pal for snack before class at GBC, it was a lovely meeting light ...

hi sue

Just for clarity sake - What “I” are you referring to when you say “I am not”? Where is this “I” exactly?
was playing with words
niether "I" nor responsivle
"I" am not
There is no responible agent
was not refering to MNself. there is no responsibility when there is choice only change ...

6) Anything to add?

As I was moving about my business today I noticed that those “outside” things were less separate and simpler. There was no need to see them in relation to MNself. No requirement to like or dislike since there was no choice.
I say less separate because the not separate thing ...

1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form?
Was there ever?
No, No



2) Explain in detail what the illusion of separate self is, when it starts and how it works from your own experience.
Describe it fully as you see it now.
The sensations ...

Kay I have been trying to answere with authenticity based upon experience.
What is comming up was a mixtrue if resistance and dubfoundedness.
Last night I think was more satisfying.
I could keep rewritin .. however, as I mentioned at outset written communication is very challenging for me.

2 ...

Hi Kay
Been a busy day and I am surprised how often I founf myself lookng for anaswers to your question. Of corse that is AE of thought labeled "memory of the day" etc
Here is wah I wrote-
1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form?
Was there ever ...

If iy was fun I hope you had fun and if work I still hope it was fun!
Been at it kay!
Will write very soon - giving a talk this eve and off to Edinburgh for the same tomorrow.
Rest asurred I am chewing the bone!
Best MN

hI kaY
This is more like it, I think ha ha
What is memory exactly?
Memory is thought
What is the memory ‘made of’?
Memory is made of thinking referring to thoughts labelled as past.

What is the exact difference between a ‘general’ thought and a ‘memory’ thought?
None, except in content

WHEN ...

Hi Kay
Plese explain the analogy

To say experience is changeless is a thorn to remove the idea experience changes

Thanks
MN

Hi Kay
I have given this one a bash!
What is memory exactly?
It is AE of visual thoughts or verbal thoughts which are labelled as memories

What is the memory ‘made of’?
What is any visual thoughts or verbal thoughts made of? They are known


What is the exact difference between a ‘general ...

But is there an experience that the ’now’ is moving along the line of time?
No. “Now” is the time equivalent of AE sensory input. Looking happens now
Any experience of one ‘moment’ giving way to the next?
No. What is a moment? A momnet is a mental construct. I trained as a Physicist it is ...

Hi Kay
Can it be known how tall the body is?
No
Does the body have a weight or volume?
No
In the actual experience does the body have a shape or a form?
No
Is there a boundary between the body and the clothing?
There is AE of sensation “labelled” as boundary/ skin
Is there a boundary ...

Step 1
When thinking about their respective qualities, did you ‘choose’ the qualities?
No
Or did they kind of appear by themselves?
yes
If some preferences manifested, did you ‘choose’ these preferences? Or did they just pop up by themselves?

The preference emerged there was no need to ...

Hi Kay
step 1
when thinking about their respective qualities, did you ‘choose’ the qualities?
no
Or did they kind of appear by themselves?
yes
If some preferences manifested, did you ‘choose’ these preferences? Or did they just pop up by themselves?

They pop up by themselves after some time ...