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[leighonsea]

LU is focused guiding for seeing there is no real, inherent 'self' - what do you understand by this?
Sounds like liberation to me. I have experienced my real Self...merged into the One. The idea of "me" ceased to seem to be.

What are you looking for at LU?
I seemed to return to the false self as I thought I was a mother, with responsibilities. No more responsibilities...take me Home:) Want to be in the constant awareness of my real Self. And I'm curious...want to explore and maybe learn a lot more.

What do you expect from a guided conversation?
I expect my experience of awakening to be strengthened by others who have had a similar experience. No point in talking about it really, just never want to, or cannot ever forget. At one point, I thought I was the only one, which of course is correct:) The Margaret is floundering a bit, want to hear definite direction, although I speak from the Allness when I feel prompted. Often get told to shut up if I talk my experience to those who don't want to hear, which is ok. This message of no self can be frightening until you have the experience...the belief in death is strong, til "you" die, then it's laughable.

What is your experience in terms of spiritual practices, seeking and inquiry?
No religion in my upbringing, no mention of any higher power, or "who am I". My awakening came at the age of 37, following a divorce and complete breakdown, which I now know as a spiritual breakthrough. I did nothing, just completely gave up, and found Love Itself, which I am. I don't know if this group is for me, since I already have experienced the cessation of the false concept of there ever being a Margaret. It is now just a communication device to be used by Spirit/Truth, when necessary. I did find the book A Course in Miracles about 30 years ago, consumed it and co-led groups for about 30 years. Brings about peace of mind, but I wanted another awakening experience, which didn't happen. I had major insights and am very grateful for the peace of mind I can choose if I forget and slip.

On a scale from 1 to 10, how willing are you to question any currently held beliefs about 'self? 10

[Bambaji]

Hello

I am sorry you have had a bit of wait for a guide to be available. Are you still up for a conversation?

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