Hehe. Hi.

[Space]

Hello. I was a member on the RT forum months ago. I was liberated there and continued to question and seek and find a way to live truth beyond just knowledge, but on every level. Very closed heart, very sensitive being with various emotional aches, so truth was finding a way to express itself through this being for a while, and I did various tests to see if it would be "okay" to speak truth, to live truth. Questions continued, new inquiry formed, and a solid deepening occurred. At the same time, this new forum opened so I joined and to my enormous amusement my own first liberation, Nemo, was calling me to play, so we played and then I told her who I am - Kian. I am very happy to be here. Love the atmosphere and look forward to seeing everyone continue to deepen and to hear the glorious sound of more bubbles go pop. So. That's that. Lolololol.

[Ilona]

Great unfoldment. Now you are red....
:)

[Nemo]

Thanks for the crazy unwitting dance :)
Really pleased you are here.

[Elena]

Space, Kian, help others - it will help you with clarity. You don't need to go once in a while to be liberated more - there is no such thing - if you are pregnant - you can't be partially pregnant or un-pregnant. If you seeing the illusion - it can't be un-seeing. The doubt, frustration and everything else can arise, but as you seeing it - it's all thoughts, feelings - have nothing to do with being "self". The fastest way to seeing the illusion is Direct Pointing, the fastest way to clarity - is help others with direct pointing. Why? Because when you point others you stand in the place of truth, otherwise it's impossible. Standing in the place of truth day after day helps one with any doubt and other thoughts and emotions - it it like being in the Void constantly - clears all the conditioning. Just say Yes internally - and step forward to help here on the forum - this will benefit others and you as well. Let us know if you are ready.

[Space]

Yes Elena, I will help!

I wrote this today, and I think it makes the same point:

Well. Every step I took toward confidence in expressing truth to others was met by a new insight. It's like, every step I was willing to take toward Truth, Truth was willing to step closer to me as well. BAM! Finally found what I was looking for. Consciousness. Pure Consciousness. WHAM!

So if that's any motivation to begin your path of courage, expression, etc. go for it. Start doing as if, speaking as if you were enlightened, and you just may find that the wisdom you're seeking is in you.