Non-Dual Realization

[Sanchez]

Correct, feeling that there is no separation between body and chair is also thought, so, that mean there is no separation? So, how does the feeling that there is no separation arises? Something is aware of about this thought.

Best,

[Anastacia42]

So, how does the feeling that there is no separation arises?

We have no idea. It is a mystery. Look & look & you will find no mechanism.

Something is aware of about this though

https://www.liberationunleashed.com/res ... awareness/

Loving,

[Sanchez]

For past few weeks, I came to know about self-inquiry and no-self realization, the topic fascinated me and grabbed my attention, I start doing practice and thinking about it. But, I now think that I am wasting my time and it must be better utilized in my job/work hours for career growth, this is what I actually want, a good job, a stable career, a happy life.

I realized what is the purpose of no-self realization, nothing will going to be changed, or I was never such a religious person in first place, but I think I going to hold this belief of no-self. I do not see purpose of no-self or any type of contemplation, I had experience of literature in Hinduism and Buddhism, and I know what they are trying to say, but I do not have desire to realize anything. Like I am wasting time in these activities and instead of using time for my career growth.

I do not know why I am loosing all my interests, like, I am done playing self-inquiry, holiday over and go back to real-world. You can say mind is tricking or something, I do not know. I will much happier with career growth and everything.

Should I quit now?

Best,

[Anastacia42]

I cannot say what you should do.

Follow whatever feels right for you.

Loving

[Sanchez]

I do not know what to say or think or do. I more confused now. Realization does not need belief, right? Even, if I make myself believe, then, for how long? So, in the example of snake and rope, I have not seen the rope yet.

Best,

[Sanchez]

Before going to sleep, I was lying in my bed, tried to argue/rationalize the existence of awareness (All possible scenarios I can think of). Then, realized that all my arguments, thoughts, experiences, I am aware of them, then, I keep saying to any thought that came to mind, I see you, then you are not me. I cannot deny the fact that I am aware about surrounding, seeing, sound etc.

Continuing, I was lying comfortably, not a single body movement, and suddenly my heart start beating very fast, and a heat sensation in chest area above the heart, the heat sensation was too intense, like someone put hot iron ball on my chest. Then I continued the same process of neglecting anything comes to mind, for each thought I neglected, the faster the heartbeat and increasing intensity of heat. For a while I focused my awareness toward heartbeat and heat, asking to whom it is arising.

For you information, I do not have heart disease or any disease, possess a healthy body. While writing this to you at the moment, the heat is not intense but it present. I do not know if this experience is related to self-inquiry, but both heartbeat and heat increased with each neglection of thought. Still, I do not find myself realized anything.

Best,

[Anastacia42]

No. heat is not usually involved. I have never heard of that.

There's nothing to believe.

Realization does not happen with the mind

Have you read Gateless Gatecrashers? Tjat might help. You can download it from this site.

Loving,

[Sanchez]

I read few chapters, will read again.

Best,

[Anastacia42]

It sounds like you're continuing.

Here is another resource of some recorded pointers in my Dropbox.
https://www.dropbox.com/sh/ksba3zhi9uu ... v3NBOhsk1a?dl=0

Be sure to listen to the introduction.

Loving,

[Sanchez]

Thanks for dropbox link. Will go through.

Best,

[Anastacia42]

How is it going?

Please post what is happening after you do each pointer.

Thanks

[Sanchez]

Thank you for asking. Sure I will post soon.

Best,

[Sanchez]

Hi Stacy,
My life is in kind of urgent crisis, may be two months. I will be mostly unavailable for upcoming 2-3 months. I hope you'll understand.

Best

[Anastacia42]

Certainly. Good luck & come back when you can.

Loving

[Anastacia42]

Thursday 19th of March
MEETING WITH ILONA TODAY
 
Hello

The Shift in Perception Simplified

At the next Zoom meeting, I will share something that can help you see what this shift in perception actually is.

I’ve been exploring this with my private clients, and now I’d like to open it to you as well, and to those who follow my YouTube channel. It is very simple and easy to see visually. When it clicks, it becomes clear why working on problems doesn’t bring lasting peace, and how the shift happens in where you are looking from.

There is nothing mysterious about it. It is practical, direct, and available right here.

You are warmly invited to join the meeting. And if something comes up for you, you are welcome to bring your questions.


Seeing Through The Self Illusion

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