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Postby **MerlinC** » Tue Oct 30, 2012 7:29 am

no I cant say there is

Postby **jeffdilbeck** » Tue Oct 30, 2012 7:34 pm

Has a shift occurred? Do you feel comfortable answering the final questions again without hesitation? I am willing to guide you as long as it takes, my friend. :) This time it will be 9 or 10 questions, and then you can be added to aftercare for deepening.

Postby **MerlinC** » Wed Oct 31, 2012 6:07 am

there is greater periods of silence. I guess it couldn't hurt to answer some more questions and I appreciate your help.

Postby **jeffdilbeck** » Wed Oct 31, 2012 8:16 pm

Can you explain in some detail what you've seen through in terms of a separate self?

Postby **MerlinC** » Thu Nov 01, 2012 2:25 am

allot of negative outlooks and probably more to come it seems that I been always at odds with life. I seen through many ways that a thought tricks and confuses what is almost all the time. I Encountered the self and its arguments that was fun.

Postby **jeffdilbeck** » Thu Nov 01, 2012 7:20 am

Are we talking about self improvement here? Or are we talking about seeing that there is no "me"?

Postby **MerlinC** » Fri Nov 02, 2012 3:30 am

the me

Postby **jeffdilbeck** » Sat Nov 03, 2012 1:25 am

Does a you exist or is it an illusion.

Postby **MerlinC** » Sat Nov 03, 2012 4:43 am

it is an illusion made up of thought

Postby **jeffdilbeck** » Sat Nov 03, 2012 9:26 pm

When did the illusion start? Was there a time?

Postby **MerlinC** » Sun Nov 04, 2012 12:27 am

I couldn't say when I dont remember

Postby **jeffdilbeck** » Sun Nov 04, 2012 2:24 am

Do you remember any memory of feeling like a mistake was made when you were a kid? Maybe some sort of feeling like you some how 'put down' or didn't embrace a love that was offered to you, maybe even feeling separate for the first time?

Postby **MerlinC** » Sun Nov 04, 2012 4:36 am

I remember two things one time I was sitting down trying to figure out what it meant when parents talked about the future and I didn't understand so I had to imagine it was out of which was the space I lived in and the other time I was actually looking for where I was inside and there wasn't anything so I imagined a wall so I had a place to start looking from

Postby **jeffdilbeck** » Mon Nov 05, 2012 1:40 am

That's cool that you remember that. Do you think that was the beginning of the illusion for TheMonarch?

Postby **MerlinC** » Mon Nov 05, 2012 3:59 am

maybe it had a play but as of the beginning of illusion I dont know maybe the first times I experienced fear of death got me on the path

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