Looking forward to "work"

[Anastacia42]

Yes. It is not permanent, maybe not for months or years.. You will go in & out. Did you watch those videos?

You're simply experiencing doubt.

Please watch this & the next one on Doubt.

Much love,

[Samuel]

Good morning, Stacy!

Yes, I rewatched them again, and I resonate pretty much with what she says.

The experience has clarified A LOT working with you, for which I am so grateful to you.

But yeah, still it comes and it goes, especially dependent on circumstances that for the mind, seem like it needs to orient in the form of a "self".

I deeply know (and experience it everyday when in natural meditation and kind of throughout the day), that there is no self here. That the "noticer" of thoughts is another thought + an accustomed contracted feeling in the body.

Some other times it feels like the observer is me, and I feel very contracted when this lie is believed somehow.

So when I experience doubt is "always" because of shadow stuff being pretty intense in the body, and "I" feel like I need to do something about it, to orient somehow (even-though I also know all I have to do is fully feel it).

Sooo I don't know if there are still more pointers, or if this is the "end" of it.

But if it is, I want to ask you if it would be ok for me to text from time to time and check with you how my experience keeps unfolding here.

Much Love!


Sam

[Anastacia42]

There are piles of pointers but I don't think you really need any more. Did I send you the link to pointers in my DropBox? Those are easy to remember & can be used to regain your awareness.
https://www.dropbox.com/scl/fo/k1ph01pt ... c7x53&dl=0

Yes. you can message me on Facebook any time.

We have some traditional checkpoint questions to see if we covered everything that is covered here. Would you like to answer those?

Loving,

[Samuel]

Thank you for the pointers!

Yes, I'd like to go through those questions just to check if there's anything I should pay more attention to.

Thank you!

Much Love,


Sam

[Anastacia42]

Great. As always, please quote the question and then answer underneath. Your answers will be shared with other guides who may have questions.




1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?

2) Explain in detail what the illusion of separate self is, when it starts and how it works from your own experience. Describe it fully as you see it now.

3) How does it feel to see this? What is the difference from before you started this dialogue? Please report from the past few days.

4) What was the last bit that pushed you over, made you look?

5) Describe decision & give examples from experience.

Describe intention & give examples from experience.

Describe free will & give examples from experience.

Describe choice & give examples from experience.

Describe control & give examples from experience.

What makes things happen? How does it work?

What are you responsible for? Give examples from experience.

6) Anything to add?


Loving,

[Anastacia42]

Hope you see this in time.

This Sunday. 6 to 8 pm UTC +4 Mauritius Time

Deep looking is for you if you have an ongoing issue that makes you feel stuck, if you are looking for peace but cannot find it, if your heart is longing for something deep and meaningful, but nothing satisfies that longing.

Come to a meeting with a small group and we can explore together, giving space for tension to unwind.

You can use the old link, that you have or email me at admin@ilonaciunaite.com and I will send it to you.

See you there! (Ilona)
✨❤️✨

[Anastacia42]

Didn't realize it was so soon

Link to all Zoom Meetings

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Meeting ID: 914 336 4592

Passcode: LU2021

[Anastacia42]

Hi Sam

Did we lose you? What's going on?

Loving,