Every moment is perfect

[Fin]

Absolutely no Fin anywhere- just a character- a thing - like the pen - a tree, a mirror, a tv, a dog, a wall , absolutely nothing is left - just this - a projection of thoughts which seem solid but are actually nothing.

Not even an emotion or solidity to Fin - because everything appears and disappears. - whatever is going on it is incredible.

Wish I could describe better- I tried to draw - but that didn’t describe either- it’s just this. I’ve actually no idea what is doing it - but whatever it is seems to know. Movement in everything- I can’t find anything solid.

And it’s all working incredibly well.

Fin xx

[Magdalena]

Sounds lovely :-)

Fin, we have a couple of so-called checkpoint questions to see if everything has been covered in an LU conversation.
Would you like me to send them so you can have a look at them over the weekend, or whenever convenient?

[Fin]

Magdalena
The movement is absolutely astounding- I’m watching with fascination- the walking, talking, writing, doing , dog walking , his reactions, it’s incredible.

But also nothing is happening there is a stillness in all of this - everything seems subjective- as if something is doing something- a theme - a reflection from every conversation. Fin is acting and something is doing and it’s a dance of something.

Or nothing.

I don’t know

Fin

[Magdalena]

Enjoy it then ;)

Tell me how it goes when you feel like it. ;-)

Just see if there's any sign of Fin anytime anywhere.

[Fin]

Absolutely nowhere.

I know it was one single question you asked about responsibility that was a thread of a heavy sack which finally dropped.

The peace of not having to take responsibility for another is huge - thank you - I always knew I could look after me but the responsibility of ensuring others were always happy and never suffering was enormous, the rest in this body is incredible.

Thank you Magdalena 🙏.

Yes please send over questions- I don’t know - but right now life and every moment is perfect 🙏❤️

[Magdalena]

So, here goes.
No rush - just look at this when convenient.

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Please answer all the questions from your current seeing, without going into theoretical concepts.

1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?

2) Explain in detail what the illusion of separate self is, when it starts and how it works from your own experience. Describe it fully as you see it now.

3) How does it feel to see this? What is the difference from before you started this dialogue? Please report from the past few days.

4) What was the last bit that pushed you over, made you look?

5) Describe
- decision,
- intention,
- free will,
- choice and control.

What makes things happen? How does it work? Give examples from experience.

What are you responsible for? Give examples from experience.

6) Anything to add?

[Fin]

Magdalena

I think I always knew there was never a me but I did think there were others- that’s the shock I’m experiencing. That others are a mind projection from me - so from a self - I always knew this - but from reality others seeing they are just a projecting of my inner something- and I absolutely love others - but don’t understand them - this is absolutely huge - thank you xxx

[Magdalena]

Is a separate self needed for there to be a projection of "others"?

Aren't "others" and "self" simply being projected - without anyone to project them? Just as the walking of the dog or the making of the tea happens on its own?

[Fin]

Never Give Up
No matter what is going on
Never give up
Develop the heart
Too much energy in your country is spent developing the mind instead of the heart
Develop the heart Be compassionate
Not just to your friends but to everyone Be compassionate
Work for peace
in your heart and in the world
Work for Peace And I say it again
Never give up
No matter what is happening
No matter what is going on around you
Never give up
His Holiness
the XIth Dalai Lama

This was a scroll my daughter gave me over 10 years ago - I haven’t seen herself or my son since - but I’ve never ever ever given up - fin was absolutely destroyed over and over but got up over and over - it was all an illusion- I can see this clearly now. My heart desires my children/ it’s been brutal- but I’ve never ever given up - I who is fin have so much love, compassion, kindness support. Spent all of Covid with homeless- listening to others, seeing this could be your child, giving them money, socks , hope and love. Changing with policies in society how homeless are treated. She was absolutely amazing- absolutely the person who she is.


But now I see clearly what was happening- and fin will always be exactly who she is and I whatever love this

I’ve genuinely no idea where this is coming from but needs for some reason to be said.

❤️❤️❤️❤️

[Magdalena]

Sending a virtual hug 😘😘😘

[Fin]

Thank you - I got it ❤️

[Fin]

https://youtu.be/9XaS93WMRQQ?feature=shared

My dear beautiful Magdalena

What’s in your head - that’s the story of my generational trauma which you beautifully told me I’m not responsible for - but I love them that’s the glue - your guiding has been so accurate and I love you - thank you - 🙏

I needed to see truth .

Fin

[Magdalena]

xoxo

[Fin]

Dear magadelana

This has been huge - but I feel still destabilized.

Thursday was beautiful then suddenly felt like I was in middle of bumper cars and was so grateful for you showing up - something huge was going on.

I saw through self - but something showed up and it was tough - but telling me if I go any further I’m going to be destroyed. I won’t be able to survive without thoughts and a sense of self.

I remembered your radio station suddenly and absolutely everything stopped- all day Friday and Saturday- and this morning an incident happened which showed me directly something.

It doesn’t matter- fin could have spent least 10 years an alcoholic, slouching on sofa for 10 years watching Netflix, a mother Teresa saving the world, a scammer, a workaholic- absolutely whatever- it actually doesn’t matter- while the character fin identified with something with beliefs- that was it - and it was a responsibility thread which is now dissolving .


How can absolutely anything anyone be judged it’s just this - something has actually opened my heart even wider.


I have actually no idea where this is going - my love and appreciation is huge - something is happening 🙏❤️

[Magdalena]

Dear Fin,

This has been huge - but I feel still destabilized.

Yes, these things can be intense. But nothing lasts forever, and storms tend to be followed by sunshine (however cliched it sounds).

I saw through self - but something showed up and it was tough - but telling me if I go any further I’m going to be destroyed. I won’t be able to survive without thoughts and a sense of self.

No worries – thoughts will be there for you, you’ll still be able to plan things, and the sense of self may still show up if needed. Once the grip of identifications loosens, it’s clear that all of this is only layers of survival mechanisms. Whatever happens and however it happens, it's fine.

How can absolutely anything anyone be judged it’s just this - something has actually opened my heart even wider.

Yes. It’s all good, isn’t it?

I have actually no idea where this is going - my love and appreciation is huge - something is happening

I hear you – if you want to talk, I’m here, or you can PM me via LU.

Relax – take good care of yourself – there’s no stopping this or influencing any of this anyway.