I would like some help please

[Robin.]

It feels wonderful, but sad at the same time Vince. Its going to be hard to keep my old egoic self from messing my physical life up as it has. But then there is no one that the bad, or the good stuff happened to, there was just happenings. I'm also angry at the way we as humans are controlled and conned with false beliefs. But I can console myself with the fact that this is just life, "lifeing" as you so aptly put it. My physical body is still going to need supporting as ever, and nothing will change in that regard. But the real essence of who I am, or rather, "am not". Will be peaceful and accepting of everything that happens. I can't help but feeling bad about the shocking Earthquakes etc that we see, and are seeing now in the Philippines, as well as other attrocities. My new found liberation tells me that this is also another happening, just life experiencing itself in a way. I don't expect 59 years of conditioning to disappear, but already I can feel that I am somewhat of a phoney as I "don't" write this. This has got to be the worst, most misleading con I have ever, or am ever likely to see. But there I go again. "I " never saw anything. LMAO

[vinceschubert]

Liberation from the illusion that an I runs the show, is just the 'get out of jail' card.
This is where it all starts.
If there's no I in control, then there's no I to know anything. (knowledge is just knowledge - it might or might not be accurate. It might or might not have an effect on the knower...)
This may be what Jesus referred to when he (purportedly) said something like "be as little children"
To know nothing means to be open to everything.
If we think about it, then we think about it, but it doesn't stop us from experiencing it - unless the thoughts hijack us.
Brain conditioning is strong, but it will fade as new experiencing occurs. You will giggle as you see this process happening.

Robin, i am going to get a couple of other people to ask you some questions - just to confirm that you are through the gate.
Be relaxed, enjoy a new world (even the shit you mentioned will appear differently to you soon)

[Robin.]

Vince my dear friend. I can't thank you enough, although I know you don't need thanking. You have changed me dramatically just with a couple of simple pointers. The way I feel is nothing like anyone else's expectations as I believe you said. I have a million questions running through my mind as to how to put this new existence to good use,and how to apply the knowledge that has come streaming in as well. I was always broad minded where religions were concerned, but now I somehow feel almost conceited in feeling that you, and "I" are a piece of the whole. Or dare I even say? GOD. When I look at the vastness of the universe, and I seemed to fill it all for about two minutes earlier. I wouldn't know what else to call this big "I " that is nowhere and everywhere.

I'll be more than happy to talk to anyone Vince. If this is delusions of grandeur or something of that ilk. I'm more than overjoyed to live with it. I can't say I've ever felt better. Or more stuck for words to try and describe it.

[vinceschubert]

Language is inadequate to accurately reflect meaning at this level as it evolved based on the I illusion, so we accept the use of i even though we know it is a concept. It is just a convenience of communication from here on in.
Look to yourself for the answers to the unending questioning to come.
A clue... each question contains the answer. It may not be possible to verbalise the answer.

Ok, you were so lucid that three others have confirmed you without the need for further questions.
Here is a link to a Facebook page for 'aftercare' https://www.facebook.com/groups/200033776715393/