Guidance needed please

[Lubo]

Mmm, look very closely.
Is there

aware, knowing presence

+ life happening
or there is just life happening?
Clue - tap your head lightly against the wall - what is real presence or life?

[Badgerbob]

Life happening I suppose. So what? What’s your point Lubo?

[Lubo]

So what?

So what??
There is Life happening or there is you happening?

[Badgerbob]

One and the same. Life, me, what’s the difference?

[Lubo]

I don't now. You tell me?
What is real and what is not?

[Badgerbob]

Look mate, I’m sorry but once again this is going nowhere. I haven’t got a clue what you’re getting at and I don’t want to waste your time. If you’ve got some sensible, practical questions to ask me, I’m all ears. Otherwise, thank you for your time, but this is futile. Koans and weird open ended questions just tend to wind me up. I’ve absolutely had my fill of airy fairy, touchy-feely shite. Sorry

[Badgerbob]

What I’m trying to say is that I’m pretty sure that there is no self (whatever the hell that even means), but I don’t know this fact experientially. It makes no difference to my life and yet it is so monumental that it should. How do I get to experience this fact and really know it once and for all? Naval gazing just doesn’t cut it for me.

[Lubo]

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How do I get to experience this fact and really know it once and for all?

There is no you even now. Just an idea. What must change in order for this to be seen?
Where must look?
What is real right now> Reading this text, sounds...This is it.
Where is you? Is there someone real who is looking for something or there is just reading, breathing...?
Where is the seaker?

If you are ok we can make an on-line meeting?

via zoom.

[Badgerbob]

Zoom sounds good Lubo. Might be difficult arranging a time though, I’m in the UK

[Lubo]

Hi Paul,
Nice.
I am going to write you an email to fix the time

See you soon
Lubo