lets have a look, heal

[Richard B.]

welcome, heal.

lets start by asking about expectations. what do you expect to see with this realization and what do you expect it to do for/ to your life?

what is your previous experience in this search for truth?

please answer with 100% honesty every question i ask you from now until the end.

[heal]

"What do you expect to see with this realization and what do you expect it to do for/ to your life?"
From what I have already experienced , I have found peace, calmness and a knowing that I (the person) isn't doing anything and everything unfolds naturally.

I expect to be able to go deeper into knowing the self and life everyday from that space.

"What is my previous experience in this search for truth?"

I have done alot of meditation, chanting and self inquiry. I am noticing I have much more love and happiness and it appears to be getting stronger each day. I notice I don't get upset or angry as much any more and when situations arrise they seem to leave quickly without even impacting me most timesl. I notice when I mediate or listen to chants I am able to go below thought to the void where there is only peace, love and bliss and if a thought happens to arrise it just floats by without any attention given to it.

With gratitude and love.

[Richard B.]

Please write more about " what I have already experienced , I have found peace, calmness and a knowing that I (the person) isn't doing anything and everything unfolds naturally."

Thank you.

r

[heal]

I do find I have a hard time expressing myself so people understand what I am trying to say and sometimes I can't express it, it is more of a knowing.

I know I (the person) is not in control of anything. Consciousness is in control and I have let go of thinking I am the doer
and I let things unfold as they need to ,I have stopped trying to make things happen. This doesn't mean I don't make appointments , I make them and then forget about them. I just know it is not me (the person) in control.

[Richard B.]

so is there a heal? where is it located?

[heal]

Sometimes there feels like there is a heal but that is emotions being expressed through the mind and the mind can't be found so therefore there is no heal. It get confusing because I can see the body and other body s, you can feel them and touch them.

[Richard B.]

there are other bodies and they can be seen, touched and felt. There is also the sense of `heal`in the mind but it too is illusion generated by the mind.

Is there a heal in any form that can be shown to be existing. what is the core intrinsic part that is heal. where is it.