Harsh uneasiness and tightness, like it is not smooth at all Mostly in throat and chest.
They are intense and so strongly real more real than any ordinary sensation.
I would say they are malicious and harmful.
No they do not or they do .Thanks! Do these qualities make the feeling yours?
Is it “your” feeling?
how do I drop them if there is no me to do it .Also, please drop the labels again and tell how you feel.
Would you have any idea what that feeling is?
No they do not or they do .
It depends on what I label me .
ME is floating concept pointing to nothing in reality the feeling is mine is meaningless.
how do I drop them if there is no me to do it .
NoThanks. :). Now, could you answer the same question with either yes or no?
Is any feeling “yours?”
I cant give an answer without thoughts.Then, please drop the thought “there is no me to drop the labels.”
Without any thoughts, what is a feeling?
I cant give an answer without thoughts.
a feeling is a though .
No there isn't, there never was.1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form?
Was there ever?
For the last few years, me was the victim of random meaningless agony and suffering, me was trying to end and survive through various compensating concept of achievement and accomplishing material and spiritual goals,but these are conceptual stories about what happen, the suffering the victim the me the no me are product of conceptualizing,2) Explain in detail what the illusion of separate self is, when it starts and how it works from your own experience.
Describe it fully as you see it now.
.3) How does it feel to see this?
What is the difference from before you started this dialogue? Please report from the past few days
Some sort of netiNeti - like mantra has arisen spontaneously
Consistent respond to every single thought which is "how is that a problem".
A lot of hidden thoughts and beliefs has been unraveled.
Me and no me are both concepts, so me is not what I believed it to be.
They are just concepts trying to capsulate what happens that is what are to me now.5) a) Describe decision, intention, free will, choice and control. What makes things happen? How does it work? Give an example from your own recent experiences to how things happens and how things work.
Since there is no actual separate self there is no responsibility for any separate one.b) What are you responsible for?
I don't wanna give labels and conceptualized theories about how all this works.c) Give examples from your own recent experiences to how all this works.
Is this free fall going to stop,I feel like trying to conceptualize a problem, but how is that a problem anyway, freedom is sweet but terrifying.6) Anything to add?
I don't wanna give labels and conceptualized theories about how all this works.c) Give examples from your own recent experiences to how all this works.
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