I

[springwater]

Hi Bohdi,

I do like hard questions! :)

And I don't mind delays. It allows more contemplation regarding our discussion, so no problem!

I want to mention about my answer to a child about "little me" and "I". I wrote

"I" is all things including the idea of the "little me".

I have experienced everything as "I". I realized I can't quite say that currently. Currently, I don't see my coffee cup as my own self, but I could say "I" is awareness of all things. I mean "I" is aware of my body, coffee cup and computer all the same.

The other day at work and home, I practiced holding strong to "I". I noticed detachment (kind of like unable to be affected feeling), yet readiness and involvement with the current situation being presented. A sort of effortless, peaceful love radiating with who and whatever was happening next. I almost sense why it could be called "true nature" or "natural state" because of the ease and tranquility. I'm guessing the peace is because my mind is with "I"...not with stories about a person or scenarios about a situation. I'm going to try again today.

I

[b0dhi]

Great I!!

So tell me then how life happens. Who or what is "life-ing"? What makes things happen? What is existence?

[springwater]

Hi Bohdi,

So tell me then how life happens.

I don't know...it's a mystery...amazingly mysteriously orchestrated

Who or what is "life-ing"?

Boundless "I" is life-ing

What makes things happen?

I don't know. This is blowing my brain up. It's mysterious...the creative force, the unknown...of which "I" am

What is existence?

This is blowing my brain up too. Existence is "I", it's expression

I can say...from seeing once...it's expression as all things. I don't have that full conviction currently.

In gratitude
I

[b0dhi]

Hey "I"

Cool answers :) You seem to be having fun with the mind-blowing exploration.

Can you watch yourself for the next few days. Watch the hands move, the words form on the tongue, the legs walk and the torso balance itself. Watch how what is said is understood, and the intonations and subtle expressions of speech form impressions upon your canvas.

Do what you normally do - do it with new eyes, with a new observation of what is happening.

And in observing ask yourself who owns this experience?

My warmest regards

[springwater]

Hi Bohdi,

And in observing ask yourself who owns this experience?

I can't find who owns it. There's no one there. The little me thoughts own it for good or bad.
There is "I" watching the show.

It's like there is "I" and mind

"I"

[b0dhi]

Does mind appear in "I"?

If so, then could it be that all things appear in "I"?

If not, then what does mind appear in?

[springwater]

Hi Bohdi,

Does mind appear in "I"?

If so, then could it be that all things appear in "I"?

I could say mind and all things appear and disappear in "I".

But what is mind, what are all these things? Where are they all coming from? If they come from "I"...do they come from "I"? What would be different than "I" that they came from?

If they come from "I" than it could be...they are "I". Maybe it is not so, but my brain is blowing up.

I

[b0dhi]

Hey I

Apologies for my delay in getting back to you.

Your comment about the brain blowing up made me smile.

If "I" was not there, would there be anything to witness/experience?

[springwater]

Hi Bohdi,

If "I" was not there, would there be anything to witness/experience?

It seems there is no way to witness or experience anything without "I". It seems everything comes out of "I"...is created from "I". I don't know.

I

[springwater]

Hey Bohdi,

I'm not sure if you sent something and it got lost like before? Or let me know if you are very busy. I'm happy to still work with you if you are able to. If not please set me up with someone you recommend!

Thank you,
I

[b0dhi]

Hi I

Sorry again, things have come up for me and I am not doing a good job of guiding you at all. I will ask the other guides to get involved and they will take over your inquiry. My apologies for this and I am sure you will get better support from another guide.

My best wishes always

Bodhi

[springwater]

Hi Bohdi,

Darn! :) I enjoyed working with you and I'm grateful for all your questions that blew my mind and gave me great insights. Thank you so much. I hope you're busy with some amazing creative things!

Thanks for letting the other guides know.

I

[b0dhi]

For the record - I have really enjoyed our conversation too :)

Much love

[b0dhi]

Hey I

A wonderful guide called Jon will be in touch with you shortly to take your conversation onwards. Best of luck and all the best always.

Bud

[springwater]

Thank you so much Bud

I, Renee, which one! :D Does it matter. Miss you!