In search of no thing

[Gints]

Sepi,

Here are final questions. Please answer them as fully as you can. Ponder on, no need to hurry.

1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?

2) Explain in detail what the illusion of separate self is, when it starts and how it works from your own experience. Describe it fully as you see it now.

3) How does it feel to see this? What is the difference from before you started this dialogue? Please report from the past few days.

4) What was the last bit that pushed you over, made you look?

5) Describe decision, intention, free will, choice and control. What makes things happen? How does it work? What are you responsible for? Give examples from experience.

6) Anything to add?

Looking forward to your answers.

[Focus33]

[ Describe decision, intention, free will, choice and control. What makes things happen? How does it work? What are you responsible for? Give examples from experience.
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Everything is a thought or energy, so there is no free will choice or control. The thoughts appear and there is a reaction . I like to think I
am responsible/not responsible but since there is no I, how can that be? so the only responsibility is to go with the flow of life and not make it mean good or bad just be the observer of the happenings.
This is a very new experience for me but there is a lot of relief, no burden and suffering, there is a lot of potential to experience life in the new light of liberation.

What was the last bit that pushed you over, made you look?

there was so much resistance which was becoming very overwhelming. I did not want to be there any more. Life is grand and my experience of it is very small. My mind machine and emotions had taken over. the moment of grasping the meaning of my life as a thought form expanded my consciousness to take the last leap. I am so glad for your help.

How does it feel to see this? What is the difference from before you started this dialogue? Please report from the past few days.
sense of relief is to the max. I am not at war with anything. there is a sense of peace and because of that my perception has changed. Nothing is good or bad ,everything just is I am part of the whole.

Explain in detail what the illusion of separate self is, when it starts and how it works from your own experience. Describe it fully as you see it now.

From my own experience is believing I am an individual and a separate from altogether. Once the realization hit me that there is no body and everything is a thought my reality shifted. Truly nothing has changed just my perception. I don't know when the illusion of separate self started but I guess I must have been only a child. there were a lot of conditioning
and beliefs that were handed down to me by people around me. There were times that I took on beliefs based on
other beliefs and gradually that grew into a character I was being this whole time.

Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?
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There has never been a separate entity ever. thoughts give that identity. beliefs in thoughts gives the identity of self.

Sepi

[Gints]

Sepi,

Can you please be so kind and post an appropriately formatted answer?
Please use quote function for each question and write the answer below.
Here is the link how you can do it correctly.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-fAToDNh9hQ

[Gints]

Sepi,

Can you be more specific regarding 5th question?

5) Describe decision, intention, free will, choice and control. What makes things happen? How does it work? What are you responsible for? Give examples from experience.

Please give answers to all questions contained in 5th.

[Focus33]

Hi Gints,
I am so sorry for the last response. I should have previewed it.

5) Describe decision, intention, free will, choice and control. What makes things happen? How does it work? What are you responsible for? Give examples from experience.

I used think I am responsible for whatever has happened in my life or is happening in my life. Then I got that there is no I.
What a relief that was.

There is nobody here to decide or intend or control or choose.
I Cannot decide intend choose or control. They all happen according to circumstances which I am not in control of.

My own experience with this is from a very early age I wanted to have my own business. I wanted to be a business woman.

There were so much turmoil in my country and then the revolution happened . I had an arranged marriage , and we had to leave and immigrate to two other countries. Everything I had planned in my head was put on a back burner. I had to learn about new cultures new customs. Kids came with their own adventures. family life was never a priority and it became the number one priority.
It sounds amazing just to think about it.No I was never in control of anything. I thought I was .Life happened and I just went with the flow. When I resisted it became difficult.
After all these years I do have a small shop. Nothing like I had ever imagined. Now I do not care about being a business woman ;)

[Gints]

Sepi,

Good, you are doing good :)

Here is what you wrote some short time ago

everything is thoughts

Please tell me a bit more what do you mean by this?

[Focus33]

Hi Gints,

everything is thoughts

I try to explain as well as I can what my own experience
Was.
I experienced segments of my life in pictures symbols and labels. In those few minutes that I was having that
Experience I realized that my thoughts were my reality.
That's when it hit me that everything that has happened to me was either a thought or an emotion.
The way I " the mind machine" interpreted the thought would create resistance
Or flow.
I was so engaged in my thoughts that I was not living in the flow of life. Once that realization hit, that there is no doer I realized that these thoughts were not my creation either.
Sepi

[Gints]

Sepi,

Good!
Thanks for this, Sepi. I will now invite other guides to take a look. They may or may not come back with further questions. I'll be in touch soon.
Warm wishes
Gints

[Gints]

Sepi,

Sorry for you waiting so long! Now I have got confirmations from other guides also. Three guides have now confirmed that you have seen through the illusion of the separate self. Congratulations!
To be true this is a beginning, but a nice one! There are still many things left to explore :). If you wish you can contact me anytime.
You will be invited to fb groups and at some point, if you will be willing, you can become a guide.

[Focus33]

Hi Gints,
Thank you for your guidance and your patience.
It is exciting to be an explorer! I can't wait to join
Other people who have seen through the veil on Facebook.
I shall be in touch
Sepi