Can you see that for it to have been experienced as described, then you could not have experienced it?
Then who do you think experienced it?
I know this seems like semantic bull shit but it is important.
It is semantics
Until you are willing to look without being afraid, then there will be some tatter of self left to identify with.
These kind of statements assume so much, and these assumptions actually distort your communication:
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Until you are willing to look
If you do not think that I am willing to look after everything we have discussed, then either I am not communicating effectively, or you have misunderstood what I have said. The simple reason that I am here should tell you that I am willing to look, and just because I "see" things differently does not mean I am not willing to look.
Until you are willing to look without being afraid
One thing that changed, when my perspective changed, is fear... it is non-existent for me. Fear is only an illusion in the mind about future events, that we choose to believe will be true. This does not apply any longer.
It always seems your 'ego' (to use your terminology) is still clinging onto some form of identity.
You are like a frightened kid high up in a tree, who doesn't realize when it falls, the ground is an illusion. Let go!
It is not that I am hanging on, actually I simply have a different understanding of reality that you do.
You think that...
There is NO-Self, because everything is a combination of cause and effect variables. Consequently, this soup of variables creates everything in the universe and all human outcome; all actions, decisions, and thoughts... It is flowing as life, and that is all there is... just LIFE flowing as LIFE... everyone's future is predetermined by their unique combination of variables... and the mind clings to the idea that there is a self, but it is just life flowing.
Is this correct?
If it is, then answer a question for me... what happens after you die (after life)? Given the fact that energy can not be created nor destroyed.
If it is not correct, then please clarify...
And, for bonus points, can you tell me how you think reality appears to me?