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by beesgohurray
Sat Aug 09, 2014 3:27 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Lead me in
Replies: 31
Views: 6861

Re: Lead me in

Can you explain this ‘mind realizing’ in a bit more detail for me please. What is mind? Do you mean thought here? Understanding?
No, it wasn't a thought it was seeing and realizing. It felt like I was going to faint.
Cheers.
by beesgohurray
Fri Aug 01, 2014 8:57 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Lead me in
Replies: 31
Views: 6861

Re: Lead me in

1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?
No and there never was.

2) Explain in detail what the illusion of separate self is, when it starts and how it works from your own experience. Describe it fully as you see it now.
It's ...
by beesgohurray
Thu Jul 31, 2014 12:31 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Lead me in
Replies: 31
Views: 6861

Re: Lead me in

Thanks.
So then Ed – any more questions at all? Anything left that needs looking at?
No. I feel like nothing else needs lookingg.

Have questions ceased?
Questions like "what do i need to do to feel more fulfilled or bla bla" have ceased. No questions left regarding the experience of no - self ...
by beesgohurray
Wed Jul 30, 2014 2:14 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Lead me in
Replies: 31
Views: 6861

Re: Lead me in

Hey Sarah,
I had my birthday and I was busy.

Do you feel the illusion of self has been revealed? If so what remains?
Yes it does feel that way and nothing remains.


Check again – are emotions experienced directly? Doesn’t matter the label. Or do you mean the story attached to emotion is not ...
by beesgohurray
Fri Jul 25, 2014 10:15 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Lead me in
Replies: 31
Views: 6861

Re: Lead me in

Can you elaborate?
It's probably a different resistance to the one "Ed" would have felt.
Resistance as in the way of confusion.
As in things that made me worried and hold grudges for days now are different.
There is no sense of something vital within being hurt, just a sense of hearing something ...
by beesgohurray
Fri Jul 25, 2014 4:40 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Lead me in
Replies: 31
Views: 6861

Re: Lead me in

How does that feel – is there resistance to that?
From time to time.
Should be? But what is actually directly experienced?
It's outside of the domain of direct experience.

Firstly look and see the all the future based thoughts written here.
Okay I see them.

Thirdly – look to the answers ...
by beesgohurray
Thu Jul 24, 2014 5:05 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Lead me in
Replies: 31
Views: 6861

Re: Lead me in

Alright, deal.
by beesgohurray
Wed Jul 23, 2014 4:50 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Lead me in
Replies: 31
Views: 6861

Re: Lead me in

Realize or see? Was it created from future based thoughts? Next time it appears have a good look. OK.

I saw. Yes, it was created by future based thoughts.
Did you see this? Or think it? Just checking.
Saw it.
Did you ever put words there? Did you plan what to think before the words came? Have ...
by beesgohurray
Wed Jul 23, 2014 12:57 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Lead me in
Replies: 31
Views: 6861

Re: Lead me in

Fear is resistance and ‘I don’t like’ – look yourself. See if you can turn towards this feeling of fear so completely, so fully, allow it into you without the slightest trace of resistance – then turn around and see what remains of the fear. Can you allow this fear so completely? Can you see that ...
by beesgohurray
Tue Jul 22, 2014 4:58 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Lead me in
Replies: 31
Views: 6861

Re: Lead me in

Hey,

Just a quick update.
Something has happened, I was writing in my diary analyzing who's in control of thoughts, emotions, intentions, desires and I came to the conclusions that in that scenario I relinquish all power over my life. But since I is a thought there is no relinquishing no accepting ...
by beesgohurray
Tue Jul 22, 2014 1:41 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Lead me in
Replies: 31
Views: 6861

Re: Lead me in

Can you explain please? What is your core?
I can't explain it, it just feels permanent and is an amalgamation of thoughts, hopes, desires, feelings, expectations, intuitions and information about my person.(age, gender, skills, etc..)

Is sacred a label or belief or is that felt? So you feel ...
by beesgohurray
Sun Jul 20, 2014 5:07 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Lead me in
Replies: 31
Views: 6861

Re: Lead me in

Can anything exist outside the present moment? Can you find anything that does?
No, it's all happening in the present.
In your direct experience, is there anything permanent right now?
Yes. My core is permanent.


How do you think, feel or experience the 'self', 'I' or ‘me’'?
As a sacred part ...
by beesgohurray
Sun Jul 20, 2014 11:59 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Lead me in
Replies: 31
Views: 6861

Re: Lead me in

Hey Sarah

I am in the New York timezone.
I agree to the all the rules that are listed.


I once felt absolute bliss during meditation

Are you wanting bliss to come back or possibly to stay?

To come back and stay but that is not my expectation out of this process.
My expectation out of this is ...
by beesgohurray
Sat Jul 19, 2014 11:56 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Lead me in
Replies: 31
Views: 6861

Re: Lead me in

Hey Sarah, you can call me Ed.
I was first browsing Dharma Overground than I took a look at Direct Pointing and it led me here.

I've looked around this place and i've read some of the articles and archived conversations and I know what you guys do. :D

The expectations are that I obtain more ...
by beesgohurray
Sat Jul 19, 2014 9:06 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Lead me in
Replies: 31
Views: 6861

Lead me in

Hey,

I am a 22 year old guy and I've been meditating
for around 2-3 months now. I once felt absolute
bliss during meditation and i came there by hearing
what the observer said moment to moment.

Can someone guide me to figure out this ego thing?

Thank you, I am waiting.

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