Hello Brigitte

Thank you and thank you again. You and the rest of guides. This is a great job you are doing... or should I say consciouness is doing?

Never mind.

Something happened yesterday in the last bit: ha, ha, ha... some lightness was felt. This lightness is still felt now.

I now can say ...

Hello Brigitte
Every time that the story of Lourdes appears have you been able to look and see that it's a story? Can you now see what's real, beyond the identification with the "character”?

Well, direct answering as earlier today.
Just after reading the sentence... Every time that the story of ...

Hello Brigitte
5) Do you decide, intend, choose, control events in Life? Do you make anything happen?

A "me" has not been found.
Deciding, even when the thought of being Lourdes was felt as true, this one never really felt that "she" was deciding anything but that she was led by –at that time ...

Hello Brigite and guides,

All the questions are requesting that the mind here puts together words that inform of responses. Therefore thoughts will arise, "I" will try my best that they refer to truth.

Question 2 - Could you describe how the illusion of separate ‘I’ is created more fully please ...

Hello BRIGITTE


1)Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?
1) No separate entity. Now or yesterday or ever.
2)Explain in detail what the illusion of separate self is, when it starts and how it works from your own experience ...

Hello Brigitte

From your part some couple of days ago

When you are done with that, let me know if you are ready for the final questions?

This one is ready for those questions

Thank you

Love
Lourdes

Hello Brigitte
No access to a computer on the 14th
I just arrived and it is the very start of day 15th nov

I'll keep looking
Thank you for being there

Lourdes

Hello Brigitte
Just a quick note to let you know the following:

This posts with you have been very stressful. Not because of you but because of the pointing.
Sometimes feeling like a snake revolving in and by itself, in the wanting that the real is, ...how to put it, different.
This mind wanting ...

Hello Brigitte
Here Lourdes "this one" again.

You are the guide here, the one at the other side of the gateless gate. I asked for Guidance you showed up.
You have helped other people "cross".
You are being very patient and I appreciate your time and dedication. It is very, very, very generous from ...

Hello Brigitte

Anxiety, tension ? You also said you felt sadness and anger. Look to see what is behind these thoughts?

All right. What is behind these thoughts? More thoughts, of course.

Thoughts that without "power" are so entrenched they look like the real thing. Fear of looking and of not ...

Hello Brigitte,
Here it goes.
You can see this clearly as one but is there a looker?
A looker? NO. There is no looker.

I asked you if there was a separating line between the sound of the car and the object car. Can you separate the sound of a car from the car itself? How can you have a sound ...

Hello again Brigitte
This is wha'ts come up on the self "choosing-thinking" thing.
The self as the ‘chooser’

Take two objects/possibilities, of which you might ordinarily choose either e.g. coffee or tea, blue pen or black pen, salt and pepper, then sit and see if you can find the choice-point ...

Hello again Brigitte
Great! Good work, Lourdes. I can see looking is happening
Sounds very reaffirming...
In here still lots of doubt and fogginess.
Do you also see that there is no separation between experiencing and experienced?
It sounds very weird. Let's see. What could I do or arrange for ...

Hello Brigitte Is there a hearer that hears?
Is there a seer that sees?
Is there a thinker that thinks?
Investigate this and please let me know? Don’t think for the answers – just look.


In looking there is no appearance of I + looking, or I + hearing, or I + seeing…
In the thinking it feels ...

Hello Brigitte
I'll do what you say.
I'm having a big cold and feel tired and somehow gone.
Will investigate and concentrate on this las three questions.

Thank you
Lourdes