Hello Sunil.
Thank you ever so much for your time and help and for the invitiation to join the community. I will do so with pleasure. :)

Loads of love,
Anya
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Hi Sunil,
You asked if I saw the illusion of choice or did I see the illusion of me? I've seen the illusion of me and therefore the illusion of choice.

ok, question 5: Do you decide, intend, choose, control events in Life? Do you make anything happen? And why?

No. 'I' don't decide, intend, choose ...

Hi Sunil...

so... is there decision maker in my life? well, no, there isn't. It's just the body system that reacts to circumstances and it happens automatically, there is no one to make a decision. Anya likes to think she has a control over 'her' life but since Anya is just a concept...

Yesterday ...

but what if the choice will be wrong? ...is it even possible??? i wonder... we don't have a real choice, that's the fact. why people hurt others and kill etc? is it just the part of life and there's nothing wrong with it? ...or is it because they are trapped in illusion of separate self? So once ...

yes, i know what you mean :) Thanks.

Hello Sunil,
I do apologise for not following the rules and not posting last couple of days but was away and had no access to the internet.
Let me answer your question now:
Do I decide, intend, choose, control events in Life? Do I make anything
happen?
No. I don't make anything happen, free will is ...

Yes, yes, it was the book Sunil. I started to read and been asking myself questions that were in the book, looked,and realised that there really is no one behind thoughts and feelings... The moment i got it felt like a shift in perception, expantion of perception rather, i don't know how to explain ...

ok. When i said "let Life live itself through you" i ment the phisical body and its senses. Not the story of the body but actual sensations that body experiences in every moment... i don't know...does it make sense?
LIfe doesn't have/need a vehicle, it is a vehicle for itself... if there was a ...

Hi Sunil,

Let's go straight to the point!:

1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?

hahaha, NO! THERE ISN'T!! AND NEVER WAS!! No separate 'self', 'me', or 'I' in any shape or form!! I've looked and looked and it is nowhere to be ...

With pleasure Sunil!!
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Hi Sunil.

I read the book.
No need for a guide anymore.
Thank you :)
Loads of love,
Anya

Hi Sunil,

I was just thinking that it would be good idea to read at least some of the book before the chat :) just downloaded it now. Let me dive into it and will get back to you soon.
Regards

Hi Sunil,

Yeah, i read some of the threads... and rules but didn't have a chance to read the book yet.

Hi.

I've been throught a lot of crap recently and i'm completely fed up of pain, suffering and disappointment. I've experienced some dissolving of my belief system but some patterns are still very strongly rooted i guess and identification with ego is still there and strong at times... i really ...