Oh yeah. When I wrote that I was looking at what led to being interested in this sort of inquiry. It doesn't seem important now. Now I see why you asked about something missing. It just doesn't seem that way. There are still specific dissatisfactions. Finding a more fulfilling way of making a living ...

It was seen before the last bit that there isn't really a thing that experience is happening to. But what was missing was seeing what generates experience. It seemed like the was some sort of cause to events. That what the sense of being a director was. Like there was a mover of the body. When we ...

Thank you for your commitment.

There is just the sense that something is experiencing this?

There is the sense of something not changing even though experience is changing. Something is present for experience. Maybe it's just the presence of experience.

Consider if circumstance were right, there might be a sense of being ...

how do you know you exist?

There is experience. So does the fact of experience prove that I am? It seems that despite everything I've looked at until now there is just the sense there is something experiencing this. All there is in experience is experience but the belief persists in spite of lack ...

Forget that bit about pre-requisites. It's just not true.

If you are starting to get freaked out, then this probably means your identity is in question? Perhaps everything you think of as validating the experience of you is not what you think it is?

Hopefully. It's too vague to tell yet.

Does the experience of you have any real substance to it?

I ...

Maybe events don't cause other events. But there definitely are patterns. Muscles contracting and relaxing may not cause a bike to go a certain direction but its more likely to. Desire may not cause the body to act but memory shows that the body tends to act in ways that thought believes will lead ...

The desire for you to tell me that what I wrote is correct isn't what prompted that last response. Looking into this is starting to freak me out. If the previous inquiry is correct then choice is irrelevant whether there is a me making it or not. I wanted the next instruction. Say that everything I ...

Post reply soon please.

Muscles tightened and relaxed all over the body and this directed the bike to the station? How about muscles tightened and relaxed.

I was riding home thinking about this. It seemed obvious that the muscles were directing the bike. But then I saw that the tightening and relaxing sensation of the ...

It's not been quite 24 hours but I got school for the next few so here is what I found:


Is there a doer of riding my bike over here?
There was a body pedaling it. Okay but was there a thing telling all the muscles to contract and release and adjust to the image of the road? No, all that happened ...

No. But maker seemed like a better name for it.

Maybe every single thing that ever happened ends with THIS (what happens right now) as its cause?
It's hard to account for everything but it's easier to see if there is a cause for a particular event. It was easy to see there was no cause behind the effort to wave my arms. The direction to do so ...

Follow this instruction carefully

Wave your arms around like a windmill. Before reading on, ask who is doing it? Really think about it
this body is obviously doing it. The guy in the adjacent booth isn't waving his arms. But is this body making it happen? There was an effort, a trying to make it ...