Thank you again sorry for the delay have had ongoing problems with my computer
Q1 Needs some further work "I don't find an entity of "me" separate from my experience."Consider this question again look at the worl in the liberation documents then consider this question from direct experience.
Q2 is ...

No problem I will ask the other guides for comments and Questions and get back to you as soon as i get a response
Love and Light
Nina

Just look at each individual question and fin the answer from direct experience then you will find out if you have gone through the gate.
when you have completed all the questions they will be reviewed and the other guides may ask for further clarification
Love and light Nina

1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form?
Was there ever?
2) Explain in detail what the illusion of separate self is, when it starts and how it
works from your own experience. Describe it fully as you see it now.
3) How does it feel to see this ...

I am very sorry have been on vacation and have just reviewed your posts i think you are ready for the final questions. When you have completed them the other guides may have some further questions to ask.
Sorry for the delay.
Love and light Nina

It was exciting to discover that thinking made its own decisions, or perhaps simply responded to what occurred. I get apprehensive feelings: opening the door to chaos, randomness, letting go, laziness, drifting, those sort of thoughts. Also freedom, living in present, go with the flow, nothing to ...

I think would be a great idea for you to take some time to read more from the gate less Gatecrasher because i think you may be a little stuck.
When we look at I we look at the construct of considering that there is a control that is the thing that is the I
When you start to look there are just ...

I can't find an experiencer of senses and thoughts - it is not visible or feelable or locatable - a sense of confusion comes. Possibly from trying to think in terms of an individual person - like others but not one of them - without being able to find an experience of that.

Great, Is there just ...

I experience, they relate to having an idea of me as a self, either protecting that idea or its preferences - fears are thoughts of negative experiences which are not currently experienced.
Why do you think you have to protect the self.
Can you identify this self <the I >
Can you see it,
Can you ...

Great

Thank You

Love and light
Nina

That's how it is still today, heavy sensation in chest, predominance of unhelpful thoughts, keep reminding myself that it's just experience but don't quite SEE it. Could be trying to convince myself to believe that thought, despite seeing the pointlessness of that.

Ok think you are over thinking ...

That is a flavour of the many experiences of my walk. I remembered that I had sent an email and forgotten to add the attachment. My back aches now. Thinking about having a shower.[/quote]
Great sorry for the delay had server problem , Hope your back is a little better now.
Take a look at what has ...

There are just thoughts and our past Is just memory In thought form, Dont be so hard on your self Take a walk and look at nature write down the first things that occur when you have looked. What did you feel did the wind touch your skin,did you smell the grass go with the experience
Write down what ...

I don't have another way to think of sensations than that they are from a body, which is how it appears in the normal flow of things - but in meditation or purposeful noticing, sensations just seem to be in a spaciousness, unnamed.
Well done, Lets go on to the next stage.

Lets look in direct ...

Had a fantastic time however the heat and lots of walking did me in we walked about 12 miles per day. Next time do less and relax more.
You are doing so well have a look at the questions below.

"does the body experience sensations and thought?
or
is the "body" just another thought label for ...