1)Is there a 'me', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever? how about self, is there anything that is separate from everything else?

No to all and Yes to a “me” in a way. Yes in a way there is an imaginary me that “works” and ends up in an imaginary building at 8amish Mon-Fri ...

Hi John,

Thanks for the questions. As always they are very helpful somehow. I will get back to you tomorrow with responses.
Talk to you soon,
Melissa

Hi John,

In a given now the experience of awareness is noticing what is happening: the sounds the forms the movement everything as it is happening simultaneously. There is aliveness in everything, even objects like a couch. Also there is a sense of awe, relatedness, and a profound appreciation ...

Thanks again very much for your phrasing of words.

You brought up for sake.

Sake? Reason?

....There is no reason in any circumstance it just is. So the isness becomes the story, we can get all elborate and all it the mystery story, the sad story the love story ect......Can we even talk outside ...

yes

Being. then being again...Unity now. And now:)
Much thanks
Melissa

Hi John,

Yes! It’s definitely a lighter experience that is somewhat humorous and amazing. In this process taking a good look at fictional me and the illusions that are most dominate has been a strange. Not so complicated but amazing how intricate and woven these stories/constructs are. When I ...

I am just getting started, there’s more than just one False “I”. It’s an ego game still and part of a coming undone of what never was. There isn’t any place that I am to head towards just no turning away from all false self-constructs still seemingly standing. “I’ve” got some monkeys on my back that ...

face the music:)

So after all,
Consciousness is all that is. It’s everywhere and impersonal. Consciousness creates senses and through this a fabricated awareness of appearance of life and the fabricated appearance of experiencing being alive in the fabric of life. It’s the fabrication of surrendering by a fabricated ...

Also: this belief in nothingness is also just a belief. This is all just totally annoying and senseless. So, where to go from here? I suppose just keep going. I’m grateful that experience has lead me to unshakable beliefs that regardless of where this nonsense is going I honor and respect humanity ...

I don’t know. No different and consciously self-referential. What’s the experience of being consciousness zombie whore?
As far as a sense of self: Sure, why not. But this can be critically analyzed into dust. Can we really ever Know anything? And If such a claim was made there would be nothing to ...

Hello,
You had asked if I had seen 100% that this fictional self-labeled Melissa (FSLM) is not, has never, and will never be. I got hung up on the 100% aspect of making that claim. I felt apprehensive about declaring such a certainty. Might have been taking the 100% to seriously. Certainty of inner ...

Thank you for the phrasing of these questions!

I am nowhere and everywhere right now laying on the floor typing. The fictional label Melissa referring to a me that gives meaning to Melissa and her story of absolute non-inclusive separateness is false. Yes, Melissa in this sense I am not, have never ...

Hello,

I will give this some consideration and get back to you tommorow.

Thanks!