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by ajay
Wed Sep 12, 2012 5:57 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Looking for a guide
Replies: 50
Views: 5144

Re: Looking for a guide

Here are my answers to LU confirmation questions.

1) Is there a 'me', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?

There is no me. There never was, ever.

2) Explain in detail what the illusion of separate self is, when it starts and how it works.

The idea that there is someone ...
by ajay
Mon Sep 10, 2012 6:24 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Looking for a guide
Replies: 50
Views: 5144

Re: Looking for a guide

Certainly. I'll likely take sometime before responding to these in detail.
by ajay
Mon Sep 10, 2012 5:31 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Looking for a guide
Replies: 50
Views: 5144

Re: Looking for a guide

No, I did not say that mind can see no-self, but it can step out of the way of seeing. Mind can also make sense out of it, once seeing has happened. Otherwise, we would be not able to do this guiding here.

That clarifies it.

Thoughts will rise like before, even "I" thoughts. They are not ...
by ajay
Mon Sep 10, 2012 1:40 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Looking for a guide
Replies: 50
Views: 5144

Re: Looking for a guide

No-self is self-evident for mind once it's seen. It's the end of confusion for mind. Intellectually and before seeing, it can be confusing to mind.
How can mind see no-self? I mean thought can't see no-thought. Maybe I am not communicating correctly here. Could you elaborate?

If unreality of "I ...
by ajay
Sun Sep 09, 2012 5:14 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Looking for a guide
Replies: 50
Views: 5144

Re: Looking for a guide

I want to write this paragraph to cover my response.

As I was pondering this morning. Mind is just a tool to be used for functional purpose only, it is of no use to look for an identity in there. It doesn't understand no-self and confused with the idea of no-self. There is no believing in "I", what ...
by ajay
Sun Sep 09, 2012 1:01 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Looking for a guide
Replies: 50
Views: 5144

Re: Looking for a guide

Mag, Here are some of the questions or doubts that came up.

1. I observed arising of witness or watcher as wanting to be part of this no-self and wanting to feel special. Is this common? What do you suggest?

2. Can there be any identity formed around this no-self at all?

3. Can there be any ...
by ajay
Thu Sep 06, 2012 8:57 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Looking for a guide
Replies: 50
Views: 5144

Re: Looking for a guide

That's helpful. I will keep posting any doubts and questions as they may come up.
by ajay
Thu Sep 06, 2012 8:09 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Looking for a guide
Replies: 50
Views: 5144

Re: Looking for a guide

Mag, This seeing of no-self is not an experience at all, it is just a subtle realization that there is no Ajay. Similar to like finding last missing piece of a puzzle. No experience of No Ajay. I wanted to confirm this or any other doubt that may pop-up before proceeding to LU questions.
by ajay
Thu Sep 06, 2012 6:01 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Looking for a guide
Replies: 50
Views: 5144

Re: Looking for a guide

Yes, let's make sure that there is no trace of Ajay, not even a subtle one. I'll take some time to respond to these questions. No need to rush here : )
by ajay
Thu Sep 06, 2012 4:12 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Looking for a guide
Replies: 50
Views: 5144

Re: Looking for a guide

I want to write something here as you mentioned. I'll write from current and recent experience, also from the clarification of things.

Life is happening as it always has been just with one belief less, one very sticky belief that was sticking to other beliefs and causing unnecessary troubles.

It ...
by ajay
Tue Sep 04, 2012 1:36 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Looking for a guide
Replies: 50
Views: 5144

Re: Looking for a guide

Hi Mag,

Sounds like a plan. Do you still prefer me to report every day on this thread?

If some concepts about old Ajay or relaization comes I want to bring them up for sure. I don't want to leave anything unresloved.
by ajay
Tue Sep 04, 2012 1:18 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Looking for a guide
Replies: 50
Views: 5144

Re: Looking for a guide

Do you think that the belief in "I" is lost and you have seen the Truth of no-self?
Honestly I don't know If I have lost the belief in "I". I feel like it is hard to say anything without going in mind. This "I" wasn't strong to begin with. I sense this is no-self.

Would it be possible to let ...
by ajay
Mon Sep 03, 2012 2:02 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Looking for a guide
Replies: 50
Views: 5144

Re: Looking for a guide

Just focus on examining whether you exist as a somebody, as a separate person. If you are able to find even a trace of Ajay anywhere, tell me, show me. When Ajay is not, then it's obvious what remains.
As I scan again there is no trace of Ajay. What remains doesn't need a name or concept.

Are ...
by ajay
Sun Sep 02, 2012 9:20 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Looking for a guide
Replies: 50
Views: 5144

Re: Looking for a guide

That aliveness, LIFE, is all that is when Ajay is not. No need for concepts like 'witnessing' or 'observing', those may just confuse you thinking that Ajay is there to witness or observe anything, which is not the case.

Point taken, I am better of with less concepts.

Identificaton mechanism ...
by ajay
Sun Sep 02, 2012 12:35 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Looking for a guide
Replies: 50
Views: 5144

Re: Looking for a guide

Ok, good... just go deeper into observing sensations around and in the body. There is no any self-hood, no Ajay, found in any of those, right? No stories of "Ajay this or that" based on bare sensations?
I just did this again. There is no Ajay in bare sensations. It only wants to pop up with the ...

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