haha more,

and probably most importantly

this knowledge wasnt something that was acquired. (goes against previous sense of knowledge)
it was just known

and there was not a real knowing how it was known, it was just known
there really isnt even anything to know, cos everything already is

love ...

hi

Now I see where hesitation comes from.
Writing these answers above, I somehow felt that I did not know it. There was knowing, a real felt sense of it, and 100% certainty, but because this knowing wasnt confined and couldnt be confined by the me, because it didnt come from the 'me' where all ...

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To answer the above question, there is no doubt.
There is pretty much just laughter and love :D

love,

Tom

Hi Jeff !

No issues. I dont have a problem with being this or another thread :D
Here are my answers, and we'll see from there.

When this sense of self returns, what is happening?
Return is not a proper word, cos it never was there. Only the 'me' would think about itself as a return ...

Hi Jeff,

What you write makes sense. Im happy to continue in after care.

Its been very nice to work with you. While reading your posts, I immediately got the feeling that this fellow here would be nice to work with and so it has !

So yep, you can post our thread for confirmation.

Yes, what ...

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Realization has not penetrated completely. From seeing to realization and finally being, is still unfolding gradually on different levels.
The separate self is believed from time to time.
Here are however my answers, and we can take it from there, to take it all the way.



Is there a ...

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The absence of life being personal ?

Tom

Hi !


Can you feel inside, look with mind for me?

What does inside feel like? Please describe in detail.



I have a hard time to feel inside. cos everything just kinda is.
mentally i can draw the line inside outside, but last day and so, it just feels like "there is" ...

love,

Tom

Excellent! Great work seeing this. Let me ask you this: Is the one which does self-ing 'you'?

self-ing, meing just happens


Is there any 'I' who is awareness? Look for me please. Human machine makes awareness. No?

There is awareness.
There is a body
There is a mind
There is an ego

all those ...

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Yes, now that Ive read my previous post it is a bit unclear.

So.... There is an alwaysness to being, a sense of being alive. Then there is 'meing' that comes and goes. When this supposed me is looked for, there is no separate entity to contain it. Thoughts quiet down a bit, they might still ...

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I cant find the self, its strange cos it feels its there.

When identification with thought creates the sense of a separate self and I try then to find it, I simply cant. All that there is, is movement. But the entity cannot be found. Body, mind, awareness are there (these must be concepts as ...

Hi

Tree is a concept
Forest is a concept
Earth is a concept
galaxy is a concept
etc...

there is life
mind divides life into concepts. a very useful tool in order to communicate
in direct perception, experience is coded by concepts

to experience the surrounding without the coding feels more alive ...

Hello !

I don't understand this question, unless its asking how I am doing, to which the answer is pretty ok :)

Tom

Hi !

Separation appears in the mind

Love,

Tom

Hi !

When I suddenly come out of trance, to this moment, out of the mind circular patterns of thinking, which make a sense of 'me' and I remember your question, I immediately start to look for this me. I cannot get the same feeling of 'me' and the deeply personal vibe but can see a movement of ...