No doubt. Thank you.

Hello.
Here comes the answers.


"1) Is there a 'me', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever? how about self, is there anything that is separate from everything else?"

No. The "me" is a thought pointing to nothing. It has never pointed to something. The thought "me", "I ...

It is like it is jumping back and forth, from seeing the truth to being back in identification with self. It is shaky and a bit confusing,and at the same time it feels like the storys that Holds this up are dissolving. Liberating, but not all of it pleasant. Something has definitly shifted and when ...

No, it wasn't intellectual. It Was obvious that the "i" Was not there at all. i don't know how to what or how this seeing has affected anything, it feels very subtle. Has been alot going on, and i have some trouble describing it in words. Reality seems to be deconstructing in some way. there is an ...

What is missing? Who is measuring more or less?

Old zen masters used to say "What a turd that was".

Let it settle in, and we can go from there.

You see the focus here on dropping expectations now?

No, nothing missing. There is thoughts saying something missing and keeps the movement of ...

So, what was seen was that the I, me, myself didn´t point to anything. I was taking another look on the "experiencer" and did some questioning and wrote it all down. In this it was seen that there is no one seeing, no one experiencing. This time it was not intellectual, I saw that it was pointing to ...

Wow, now there is almost feeling of embarrassment. It´s kind of ridiculous now seeing I have never questioned where this I has been pointing to. That it was just assumed without question that there was this I behind all of it. But it really isn´t, right? It´s funny in a sad way.

Hi. Sorry i was a bit vague. What i with deepened Was that there is less sense of self,less identifikation with thoughts,feelings and body. I also experience more precense because mind is not busy with telling stories absolut this me or the future. There is sense of ease and openess when mind or ...

Checking in to say Hello. Things are pretty much the same, it has deepened but no "aha moment" yet. I keep looking, even happens in sleep when dreaming.

Ok. Thank you.

No, there is no me in not seeking.

Today I just feel "neutral or nothing", like there is a loss of interest in all of this seeking for self or no self. No "motivation". Thoughts like "I don´t know what more to do".

I notice that the perception is different, but it goes "back and forth" . I can look at my hands and have no story about them being my hands or a me walking. Just amazment of what is this. Stuff like that. I also noticed today I had a old drama coming up and there was so much anger. But just anger ...

Hello.
I feel I don´t have anyhthing to "report" today. I have had a busy weekend but I have noticed that something is different, feelings of restfulness, ease and more of a flow in things even. The story of me has not been going on so strong as it used to. More quiet. I find moments to look even ...

"Nothing is blocking you....and you can't see something that is not there. You will at some point realize that the label "I, me, self" points to nothing, because there is nothing in there. You are waiting to see air, you are looking around, starting at things, something is bubbling, and you will ...

Today I had similar experience while walking. But it´s not it. I don´t know what is blocking me from seeing this? Well, I do see there is no me while looking, and there is not much sense of an self being there. But still it feels like there is something missing. Have been looking throughout the day ...