Dear Odemira,

Here are the answers to the questions.

1) Is there a 'me', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever? how about self, is there anything that is separate from everything else?

There is no me in any shape or form and there has never been. This is an imaginary ...

Dear Odemira,

I'm ready for the final questions. In the last couple of days the shift has become more and more profound and is deepening in very interesting ways. But let's save that for the questions.

Have you seen the magic eye images? The pictures that you stare at and maybe eventually spot ...

Hello dear Odemira,

Just a short update from out of a hotel in Dubai, having a layover.

There is something really important to keep in mind while doing this inquiry with you, and that is our goal to make this William's final stop on the seeker's journey.
And that means leaving no space for any ...

Dear Odemira,

Just a little update.

At the moment it's just sitting back and watching it unfold by itself. Nothing is really happening, there is just a twist in the story that starts to implement a different approach.
There is also a recognition of that what this is pointing at, is that what has ...

WILLIAM DOESN'T EXIST, NEVER HAS, JUST AS MUCH AN IMAGINARY CHARACTER AS SANTA CLAUS. SOMETHING THAT WAS BELIEVED BUT WAS NEVER TRUE. What are you getting from believing the lie that you are real?

hahaha NOTHING Odemira!! there is no me who can believe the lie. This is a thought pattern ...

Woohoo William!

Weeheee Odemira!

How does it feel to recognise this?

Recognizing this feels.. Well.. Liberating! Haha.
I was so persistent this afternoon in trying to find this 'I' in the direct experience and right when 'I' gave it up,

In direct experience there really seems to be no ...

Let's see how close we can get.

What is happening at this moment?

Seeing, hearing, smelling, sensing.
These are prior to thinking.

What left of me is there without thinking?

I can't be seen, touched, heard, smelled or sensed.
So there is no I without thinking.

Question pops up: "Can I think ...

Thunder clouds have passed over.. Think it was sort of a hang over from the euphoric state that preceded it.
I would say that there was heavy mind activity going on which drew a lot of attention and left little space for seeing the bigger picture in that moment.

Anyway.. Having a lot of time today ...

If a thought arises about the cup sitting on your desk, that's a thought about a real object. If a thought arises about a purple fairy, that's a thought about an imaginary character. Real being that that doesn't disappear when you stop believing in it. So are the thoughts about 'you' about a real ...

Hi Odemira,

Thank you for understanding. I guess this is part of the process.

In what way is this 'self' being sensed? Is it the body? Is it the controller of the body? The doer? The experiencer? Is it the thinker? What else could it SEEM to be? Then look and locate it - can it be found?

There ...

Good day Odemira,

I'm kind of stuck today with enquiring. I can't really figure where to look at the moment.
The sense of self has gradually been coming back since last week and there's a tendency to get frustrated and desperate at certain moments.
I know that this won't get me anywhere but with ...

Hey Odemira,

You're over complicating this. The actual experience is 'hearing and music are inseparable'. 'The music comes from a certain place in the room' is knowledge, a thought.

Yes you're right. It's probably because I feel I'm still missing something, but making it more complicated isn't ...

Just don't give up on 'me' Odemira, really trying here.

what is the actual experience and what is only mental implication?

Ok will check this out further. Just can't get my head around this 'distance' thing. The hearing and the heard are inseparable, this is clear. But the source and the receiver have a distance in between them. 'The mind implies' is ...

Dear Odemira,

Let's continue :)

When you're listening to music, when you're really focused on the music, is there any separation between 'hearing' and 'music'? Or is it all one seamless experience?

Going to focus on this throughout the day but here is the first attempt.

Music playing.

First ...