Ok, my name is different there :) Just pressed ask to join

Hello, thanks for asking more :)
Maybe it is my english, this tense thing. I write what is coming up, no interest to check much. Time is nothing. I start from the latest. Why should I mind? Who is bothering who? :)

No many videos of this, is there some? Not much reading either, years ago yes. My ...

1. No, illusion was.
2. We born here "blank", empty of mind, there is no me. In childhood we are raised and including this parents are shaping and environment is encouraged to "improve" our self-image in good purpose, but loading a gun actually without telling instructions to unload it. We got our ...

I do not expect anything. What is liberation anyway? From what? Something that is not true anyhow? It is only seeing what is, without stories and "me"corrupting it, reality. I am same as reality. I came here knowing me is a story like any thought, I assume you would help me to make sure, do I see it ...

No.

Thanks Patrick,
thoughts are rarely useful, somehow doing happens anyway, thoughts come later. Useful thoughts appear time of now, they are not referring past or future. Useful thoughts are without emotional loading, without explaining, comparing, complaining, accusing. Thought "it's raining, take ...

Thanks Patrick for answering. You can call me Maisie.
Direct experiences in "normal/practical life" have been e.g. by walking. Didn't find any I doing it, just walking. No thoughts, head was empty :) of thinking, moving was light and easy, no need to decide anything, just move existed. I have also ...

Urge to look straight. Knowing there isn't any me/mine/I existing. Short flashes of no-one is walking, blackouts in everydaylife, stories have been seen only stories. Known in childhood everything is one, lost it and went into this "lifestory -living". Many seekingpaths, came to this forum just ...