Thank you, Nemo!

Blessings,
DrM

Thank you, Bonnie/Nemo, for your kind and wise guidance.

I would be willing to be available to others to share and support their Self- revelation process. How do I go about joining the post-gate care and discussions?

Wishing you perfect health, wealth, wisdom, love, joy and peace,
drm/mitch

The "penny drop" was allowing myself to fall into the very dark abyss of my own imagined history of stored pain, and to bring Light into all the crevices, chase out the imaginary demons, freeing the soul and spirit of all the children within that bravely held the energy for the purpose of survival ...

Before the seeing, there was great angst, confusion, self-deprecation, irritability, anger, sadness, despair, striving and struggling. During the seeing, there was a precipitous slide into unknown territory, learning to be grounded, patient and accepting of the passages of fear with the unraveling ...

The 'self' or 'I'-illusion is this fucked up figment of the imagination that grabs you by the short and curlies and makes you believe that you're this small, sniveling, limited being full of fear and pathos that is barely surviving in the world. It has all sorts of imaginary rules and regulations ...

This mind-body that experiences these moment-to-moment thoughts and feelings.

When I close my eyes, quiet my mind, and sense as deeply and thoroughly as I can, I cannot identify a definitive self or ego. There is no substance, are no boundaries; it merely exists in the imagination, an amorphous collection of thoughts and feelings. How odd that we live our lives from a phantom ...

My gut impression is that it points to a vast emptiness, from and into which everything is born and dies.

When last corresponded, Ilona was chiding me about the ego and self being an illusion, and the need to let go of any pain still connecting one to a belief in the egoic self. Not necessarily an ...

Hi Nemo,

Welcome back. When I didn't hear from you in a long while, I began corresponding with Ilona, which has been OK.

I enjoyed working with you though, and would like to continue.

When an emotion or thought arises that creates a sense of self, there is an experience of constriction of space ...

Hi Nemo,

I haven't hear from you in awhile. Did I answer your inquiry of me adequately?

Namaste,
drm

Hi Nemo,

I've been reflecting on the existence of self or not. I'm seeing that the thoughts, feelings and sensations that arise spontaneously give the impression, illusion or mirage, of some separate self, but it has no genuine substance in and of itself. To the best of my perception, it appears to ...

Thank you for the hug, Nemo, I needed that :)

I made it through this bout of the dark night of the soul still intact (mostly). Confronting my attachments to Terri and what she represented for me has been quite challenging, but rewarding. I can see that our failed relationship was a distraction from ...

Dear Nemo,

Thank you so much for your kindness, insight, understanding and compassion. I am deeply touched. Tears flood my eyes now and my chest is heaving with sorrow and appreciation.

This does feel so scary and alone standing before this gateless gate. I will trust you that I'll survive this ...

Sorry for the delay, Nemo, I've been so busy and working late.

In this moment, tired from a long day, the thoughts of self or no-self are blurry. Emotions related to the recent heartbreak are still just under the surface and color most everything that I experience in my quiet moments alone. Just ...

Hi N,

What could truthfully be used for comparison to determine an inferiority?

Well, I guess that all the stories I tell myself to justify my sense of being less than others are all self-deluding bullshit. But, they feel 'real' when I'm doing it to myself. Maybe I'm grasping onto the self-pity ...