Rali,
Hello, I am starting to feel better.
I have been on aggressive antibiotics for 4 months and whatever I caught has wiped me out! I am at a point I can do some inquiry without falling asleep.

Love,
Jenn

Rali,
Hello, I am alive, just ill. Out of sick days at work. I work and sleep. Have been working with the last post. I will get my response up today, hopefully.
Love
Jenn

Rali,

Yes, I have been sitting with the last few questions. I do think feelings are needing to be explored. There is a great deal of trauma that causes the reaction before I even process.i know there is something juicy here. I say this because the pull to be in thought and in my head is so strong ...

Rali,

did you do any of it? Did you plan or make the shifts happen?
No, things seem to just happen. There is a thought that if I didn’t look into or question my perception that maybe it wouldn’t have happened.

Can you find the one “working with it”? Or is it just this unfolding?
I can not ...

Rali,

Hello, I am ok. Work, sick kids, I get on and get pulled to something else.
I am working with this last message. You are correct, I have been experiencing many shifts.
Love
Jenn

Rali,
I thought I posted this response unfortunately, it did not submit I guess.

was there ever a choice?
Wasn’t it just part of the seamless movement—no “you” directing it, no “you” managing it? No, it is not a choice, I cannot say sleep and then, snap I am asleep. So it is seamless and yes ...

Rali,
Hello, In the midst of exhaustion (the story and the labels), what remains untouched while the body aches, while the mind fogs—what hasn’t moved?

While looking into this, I feel asleep twice. It doesn’t have DE but also it was that awareness knowing that I am falling in and out of sleep ...

Rali,
Hello, In the midst of exhaustion (the story and the labels), what remains untouched while the body aches, while the mind fogs—what hasn’t moved?

While looking into this, I feel asleep twice. It doesn’t have DE but also it was that awareness knowing that I am falling in and out of sleep ...

What’s left to hold on to?
Let’s look. Right now.
What needs protection?
I am not sure, when I look into this or really sit with it, I begin to lose sense of my arm, my leg, my face. I liken it to a fever dream I have experienced throughout my life. Where I can’t really sense the feeling of me, it ...

Rali,
Yes, I am still doing this. Everything is ok, I am struggling to balance work/life balance and the exhaustion that has hit since going back to work. I will get my responses in today.

Love,
Jenn

Hello Rali

Is that what is really happening in DE? Which picture represents best DE when it comes to subject/object/action relationship/interaction
Image

It would be the line or even none of the pictures shown.
Thanks
Much love
Jenn

Hello Rali,


Without the thought-story, what exactly was the problem in that situation?
There was no problem, the mind took the sounds and sensations that were happening in that moment and attached a story to what was simply a
Sound and some sensations.
Was there anything wrong with “sweating ...

Hello Rali,
I have learned that if I start the response and come back it deletes everything. Now that I am back at work, it may come in as bits as I go, if you are ok with that. Last night I responded but had to finish the last inquiry and it deleted it all.
everything appears as this seamless ...

Rali,
First let me apologize, this last week has been a ride. I found myself in overwhelm and detaching to a certain extent. I won’t get into the narratives and stories.
What exactly are you “feeling” when you hold something, before the word, the image, the concept kicks in?
Where is the thing ...

When you say you'd "still recognize the apple," what is actually happening in direct experience?

I am taking the experience and assigning it a label based on my belief that it is an Apple. So drawing on thought and background “knowledge”.

Look right now at something nearby—anything. Before you ...