Hey Kento,

I have been observing this for the last two days, and if I had to translate the feeling it would translate to "Love me, please". I have to say that most of my unhealthy attachment patterns have been dying off over the last months, so I think there is something left from this complex. But ...

I observed several different of these sensations happening. Feels like a tingling energy in the solar plexus and the heart, and a pull in some direction inside, mostly "up". Does this make sense?

Regards,
Zentinel

Hi Kento, thanks for the insight.

Currently I am just observing what types of attachment / identification come up during the day. As there is no self, there is nothing to be attached to. There are things that feel better than others, like eating a pizza vs. eating raw vegetables, or having sex vs ...

Hi Kento,

after some talks and meditation, I saw that it is/was from a trauma response in the fawn category. Giving up ones own needs to satisfy others, mainly women in this case.

I did have another catharsis yesterday and laughed at all this from deep down. In the evening I listened to Eckhart ...

Hi Kento,

first thing that came to my mind is "Why think about or change anything?" Seems like there is something left that wants to play a part in the illusion, and change it to be "happier", "more enlightened" in the future. That seems to be the motive, and as the "promise" lies in an imaginary ...

Hey Kento,


You might have already noticed that this is a slight dualistic view.
And the fact that you are actually experiencing it shows there is some room for further
inquiry.

If you're up for it, please tell what this "awareness" that gets tainted is,
and how it is tainted. See whether it is ...

Hey Kento,

you are right, I had a radical awakening earlier this year, and now the situations and people in my life start to change. I am still getting used to not reacting to triggers coming from outside, as I see through the whole ego game and just don't feel the need to participate any more ...

LU is focused guiding for seeing there is no real, inherent 'self' - what do you understand by this?
That everything the unspoken word identifies itself with is an illusion. As everything in existence exists in/out of the unspoken word, nothing is ever separated from it. Just an illusion.

What ...