Hi Magdalena 🩷

I want to thank you deeply for your time and for your help looking into reality while we’ve been communicating on this forum.

I have decided to not continue with LU’s way of looking, as it keeps leading me back into seeking things that are illusory. It’s not on you (obviously) and I ...

*though it was not a looking in the future

Hello, Magdalena! ☺️

So you're basically saying you're done with the seeking and the identity of Dedicated Seeker, is that it?

Let's see how this works out over the next couple of days, OK?



Suffering kept popping up and I was determined to just “be with it”. But it’s hard for me to pretend ...

Hello! 👋

And you accept anything I say as if I had some authority that you don't.


You’re right, I’ve been doing that. Let me be more clear. I don’t think you have something that I don’t. That’s just thoughts.

But the question is rather: Is there any difference between "feeling enlightened ...

I just want to add that I realized I was clinging to delusions. They’re being dropped, like a hot coal that burns ones’ hand. You let it go the second you realize how badly it hurts.

OK, consider this: do you think you’d be able to effectively function in daily life, i.e. work, walk, drive, talk, cook, etc. etc., from that no-one perspective? Be careful what you wish for. ;-)


I genuinely appreciate this perspective, thank you. No, it’d probably get difficult. Not to mention ...

Hi there, Magdalena ☺️ This might be a bit scattered or all over the place, I tried to not edit much and let it be raw!


Yes, it’s good to use it as an indicator of sorts. Not sure if it’s about things becoming unclear (how could they ever?), but simply a moment of slipping into old habits perhaps ...

Hello, Magdalena! 🙏🥰

I tried both of these practices and both were very cool. It was especially fascinating to see during the “Sight-Sensation Correlation Exercise” that sensations don’t actually correspond with our image or thoughts of them. I will play with these some more when it feels right ...

Now that I’ve found that “space” where everything is appearing, I’m feeling more certain I’m what I’m seeing.

*in what I’m seeing

Hello, Magdalena 😊


Just keep looking at this stuff in daily life, when working, washing, cooking, driving, walking, speaking to people, etc.


I want to touch in and let you know what’s going on here.

I have continued looking into inside and outside, thoughts about body, sensations, etc. I am ...

Hi, Magdalena ❤️

Is it necessary to “grasp” anything?


No, it’s the fictitious “person” that needs to grasp. When it’s seen that person isn’t here, what is there to hold onto, and who would be doing the holding? It’s just ideas imposed onto reality.

Give “mind” a break – send it packing, will ...

Hey Celina,

🙂🙃🙂 Isn't it? 🙃🙂🙃

It seems that way. This is very hard to grasp because it’s not something that can be grasped? Does that make sense? It’s like my mind wants to make sure I don’t forget this, like I have something I need to remember, but then I “remember”, there’s no one here to ...

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Welcome to the club!
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Wow… 😭🩷

Is it really this simple? Everything is exactly as it was, but there’s no director to what’s happening. I can’t believe this…

I’m so grateful to you for helping me 🙏

Dear Celina,

This is great - thank you for sharing. 😊😊😊
Just keep going - and sharing.
Looking forward to your next post.


Hi, Magdalena 🩷🩷,

Things have been very interesting, calm, and common-place since I wrote to you about what was realized.

This is hard to talk about, because the main ...

Hello, Magdalena,

I do not mean to skip over the questions in your last post, but I am writing you now just a few minutes after something has clicked.

I was sitting in my recliner after work, feeling very defeated. My partner went into the other room to play guitar and I decided to “meditate”, but ...